soulless_npc
Frontier Psychiatrist
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I put down a DECADE of biting my tongue and just dealing with loneliness and being in shit jobs, working hard and doing all the shit that the boomers told me to do growing up; they actually told me it was going to get me women
And for all my effort I didn't get shit and women treat me as if I'm from a lower caste, I simply got my energy sucked dry and then discarded to die alone
They want trust fund chad from a gated community, who has never known the pain of working in a blue collar shithole sweatshop, or working with his pretty hands which he probably manicures and moisturizes because he's a fag
They see me as trash because I'm already old and I never made it out of manual labor jobs or low level jobs, forget about working hard, what's the fucking point if all your effort is in vain and there are 21 year olds who get what it is you dream of and don't have to put it any of the same effort
They would also see me as trash if I admitted to them that I had a body count of 1, and would simply mock me and taunt me
I wrongly believed the lies that integrity and character actually matter and that there is reward in being a good human being , I should have just lied, scammed, cheated, stole, and fornicated, I should have been a criminal because that's actually fucking interesting to them
Women wouldn't know a real man if one walked up and smacked her on the ass
And for all my effort I didn't get shit and women treat me as if I'm from a lower caste, I simply got my energy sucked dry and then discarded to die alone
They want trust fund chad from a gated community, who has never known the pain of working in a blue collar shithole sweatshop, or working with his pretty hands which he probably manicures and moisturizes because he's a fag
They see me as trash because I'm already old and I never made it out of manual labor jobs or low level jobs, forget about working hard, what's the fucking point if all your effort is in vain and there are 21 year olds who get what it is you dream of and don't have to put it any of the same effort
They would also see me as trash if I admitted to them that I had a body count of 1, and would simply mock me and taunt me
I wrongly believed the lies that integrity and character actually matter and that there is reward in being a good human being , I should have just lied, scammed, cheated, stole, and fornicated, I should have been a criminal because that's actually fucking interesting to them
Women wouldn't know a real man if one walked up and smacked her on the ass