I’ve felt relief

[Hihi21]

I used to think I looksmin my brother with permanent scars on his forehead from the damage he received from me 7 years ago. I stabbed him in the forehead multiple times with the corner of my phone. And he received bumps, big ones that were visible. My father who must’ve been drunked, thought it was a good idea to push it down with force. Using some coins. And he later stopped.

Now whenever I touched my brother’s forehead or glance it I feel the overwhelming guilt that I’ve done something terrible to my loved one. Even though that isn’t me anymore.

But today, I’ve felt relief after finding out there’s no way I’ve lookmin my brother with any last “perma scars” since I’ve used grok ai to assure of it, with multiple questions and clarifications I can rest easy now.

He’ll still grow to be Hmtn. And I haven’t nerfed him. Yes!

My conversation with grok: https://grok.com/share/bGVnYWN5_3cabbd55-63f3-48ad-895d-ed0401967b79

 

[AgentAngularity]

Are you fucking retarded? What prompted you to do this?

 

[Joeseminate]

tuff german officer

 

[Hihi21]

Are you fucking retarded? What prompted you to do this?

I’d order him around to do stuff for me. Like a mafia boss in my tiny little head. I liked it. Having power over somebody who I deemed better than me, (in genetics).

And I would abuse him.

One day, where we shared the same room, I ordered him to get my phone which was in the living room and to charge it. I’ve stayed in bed doing whatever waiting for my phone to be charged so I can finally brainrot myself and when i told my brother to give me the phone.

He told me it hadn’t charged a single bit since I’ve been waiting for 30 minutes. Since he didn’t plug in the charger at all to the outlet on the wall. I’ve scolded him, and with each scold just angered me more and more, as if I was the hulk.

Until suddenly I snapped, grabbed my phone and gave him a beat down.

I never really truly meant to victimize him that bad nor damage him as such. As a kid I was still oblivious to how blunt of an object a phone can be, especially when you add force to it, to back it up as well.

And so there I was, my brother crying, and me filled with guilt and regret.

 

[Hihi21]

tuff german officer

No this time I did not feel tuff sadly