trufhate
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What’s the reason why it was so much easier to get into a relationship when I was borderline subhuman but now that ive changed myself I can’t find a person for me. I’ve been single for almost 2 years now and mainly focused on myself rather than anyone else so maybe I could have a chance to not look away in the mirror because of how hideous I felt. I never used to look good in photos or in the mirror but now I can actually somewhat admire my progress. I almost receive at least one complement daily unlike years ago when I would get bullied and picked on yet I would still almost always be dating someone. I feel like it’s made me more lonely if anything, I don’t know if it’s because I’m too self centered or if it’s just because I’m an idiot imagining bullshit. I’ve tried to talk to people and it never seems to work out. Is it just over or am I doing something wrong?
