kushitemogger7
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###Read pls it might even help with hopefuel:
Ik all of you arent here to hear my larps or whatever but this whole bp,looksmaxing,lookism,e.t.c. whatever you wanna call it has made us seek so much outward approval like sure im getting a buttload of surgeries soon and taking a whole load of exogenous hormones but it made me lose myself in the process. And i forgot how to be comfortable with myself. So i was cleaning up my room and the house and found my old notebook in which i used to write my ideas and plans for games cause ive always had the passion for it but stopped because my relatives told me staring at a pc all day will make me blind. But now i realized they were just yapping and stuff and i read through these ideas actually and i found my diary, man what a bright kid i was before bp so i did find a lot of veryyyy lookism topics in my journal about how ugly i am and stuff but thats not the point even though i knew it was bad, i still did what i wanted to do, i felt comfortable in my own skin and ive never thought id take motivation from my younger self
but ive decided to still ascend sure but mainly go back to pursuing my dreams cause they make me whole again. And so my final say in this is: Do what you want life isnt about pussy and love only, when you jerk off you get 5 seconds of pleasure before a shower of regret and emptyness its the same with a gf as well. So dont do this ascending stuff for others do it for you and also keep pursuing your dreams WHO GIVES A FUCK?? BE SUB HUMAN ,BE CHAD AFTER ALL PEOPLE WILL STILL LEAVE YOU AND YOU'LL BE ALONE. BUT WHEN YOU ARE ALONE ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WITH THE MAN YOU ARE?? I will leave you at that folks

happy ascending and happy newyear as well
Ik all of you arent here to hear my larps or whatever but this whole bp,looksmaxing,lookism,e.t.c. whatever you wanna call it has made us seek so much outward approval like sure im getting a buttload of surgeries soon and taking a whole load of exogenous hormones but it made me lose myself in the process. And i forgot how to be comfortable with myself. So i was cleaning up my room and the house and found my old notebook in which i used to write my ideas and plans for games cause ive always had the passion for it but stopped because my relatives told me staring at a pc all day will make me blind. But now i realized they were just yapping and stuff and i read through these ideas actually and i found my diary, man what a bright kid i was before bp so i did find a lot of veryyyy lookism topics in my journal about how ugly i am and stuff but thats not the point even though i knew it was bad, i still did what i wanted to do, i felt comfortable in my own skin and ive never thought id take motivation from my younger self

but ive decided to still ascend sure but mainly go back to pursuing my dreams cause they make me whole again. And so my final say in this is: Do what you want life isnt about pussy and love only, when you jerk off you get 5 seconds of pleasure before a shower of regret and emptyness its the same with a gf as well. So dont do this ascending stuff for others do it for you and also keep pursuing your dreams WHO GIVES A FUCK?? BE SUB HUMAN ,BE CHAD AFTER ALL PEOPLE WILL STILL LEAVE YOU AND YOU'LL BE ALONE. BUT WHEN YOU ARE ALONE ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WITH THE MAN YOU ARE?? I will leave you at that folks
