I’ve had enough icl (long read)

[Deleted member 15067]

Met with a friend who is ethnically from the same country as me but with a worse pheno and worse looks by quite a bit albeit 6’3 and extremely NT/halo accent. And he was telling me his slay stories showing me proof and his dates with hot girls and stuff. I was trying not to cry or some shit man I’m such a failure holy fuck this nigga is younger than me as well. I’m bascially fucking 19 with barely any female experience and now I realise my mind is using “race pill” as an excuse too much of the time when my pheno isn’t even bad

My other friend with the exact same description (same ethnicity worse pheno and looks) except he’s like 5’9 posted on his snap story today him with 5 hot girls drinking at a party. Why is my brain so fucking weird that I struggle to even make female friends (probably biggest problem of mine)??? I wasn’t like this back when I was an obese 12 yr old I used to msg like 50 girls normally and was social with them idk what happened. I think me being fat and unkempt from 14-16 and hanging out with these weird ass people ruined me and I’m extremely (OCD TIER) high inhib. Seriously it’s depressing

 

[Sociobiology]

Met with a friend who is ethnically from the same country as me but with a worse pheno and worse looks by quite a bit albeit 6’3 and extremely NT/halo accent. And he was telling me his slay stories showing me proof and his dates with hot girls and stuff. I was trying not to cry or some shit man I’m such a failure holy fuck this nigga is younger than me as well. I’m bascially fucking 19 with barely any female experience and now I realise my mind is using “race pill” as an excuse too much of the time when my pheno isn’t even bad

My other friend with the exact same description (same ethnicity worse pheno and looks) except he’s like 5’9 posted on his snap story today him with 5 hot girls drinking at a party. Why is my brain so fucking weird that I struggle to even make female friends (probably biggest problem of mine)??? I wasn’t like this back when I was an obese 12 yr old I used to msg like 50 girls normally and was social with them idk what happened. I think me being fat and unkempt from 14-16 and hanging out with these weird ass people ruined me and I’m extremely (OCD TIER) high inhib. Seriously it’s depressing

How many hours in total do you spend talking to women who are not related to you?

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

Algerian. Curry. or Latino
I will love you regardless obv. but you must choose (dont worry Ive larped as all 3 at a point)

Choose now subhuman

 

[Megatron]

Are u manlet, cuz ethnic + Manlet is most brutal combo

 

[Deleted member 15067]

How many hours in total do you spend talking to women who are not related to you?

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In nightclubs probably like 20 mins total

 

[Sociobiology]

This is why OP. You laughed at me when I was trying to help you.

 

[Sociobiology]

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In nightclubs probably like 20 mins total

You need to increase it then.

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Are u manlet, cuz ethnic + Manlet is most brutal combo

5’11 isn’t manlet where I live tbh

 

[Megatron]

5’11 isn’t manlet where I live tbh

Yeah, I guess your surroundings between 10-16 influence your personality a lot

 

[Stunged]

you think you the dark prince you need to be like the normal prince nigga

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Met with a friend who is ethnically from the same country as me but with a worse pheno and worse looks by quite a bit albeit 6’3 and extremely NT/halo accent. And he was telling me his slay stories showing me proof and his dates with hot girls and stuff. I was trying not to cry or some shit man I’m such a failure holy fuck this nigga is younger than me as well. I’m bascially fucking 19 with barely any female experience and now I realise my mind is using “race pill” as an excuse too much of the time when my pheno isn’t even bad

My other friend with the exact same description (same ethnicity worse pheno and looks) except he’s like 5’9 posted on his snap story today him with 5 hot girls drinking at a party. Why is my brain so fucking weird that I struggle to even make female friends (probably biggest problem of mine)??? I wasn’t like this back when I was an obese 12 yr old I used to msg like 50 girls normally and was social with them idk what happened. I think me being fat and unkempt from 14-16 and hanging out with these weird ass people ruined me and I’m extremely (OCD TIER) high inhib. Seriously it’s depressing

I turn 20 this year and never even kissed a girl

 

[Deleted member 15067]

I turn 20 this year and never even kissed a girl

Clubs r easy to make out nygga even to get laid if you put effort but I’m not into going that far with club whores

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Clubs r easy to make out nygga even to get laid if you put effort but I’m not into going that far with club whores

Maybe I’ve only been clubbing once and I went alone so wasn’t let in to a bunch because of no singles policy

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Maybe I’ve only been clubbing once and I went alone so wasn’t let in to a bunch because of no singles policy

Bro just go with two other people or some shit that’s enough for foids to approach our group

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Bro just go with two other people or some shit that’s enough for foids to approach our group

Sadly I have no friends to go clubbing with

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Sadly I have no friends to go clubbing with

What about the hot flatmate

 

[thegoat]

what's your looks level?

 

[Deleted member 17872]

worse pheno and worse looks

they aren't then.