
PSL DEMON
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I’m 17 years old and I hate it, I’ve wasting my life trying to “ascend” for 1-2 years now abd I think it fully ruined me. I got good genetics to mog so I always thought that I’ll be the most attractive version of me at this point if I kept grinding, (gym,skincare etc) but it’s the total opposite, my gut is fucked because the while time I was binge eating on junk, this means I’m always bloated ( even though I’m lean) and I overused skincare products trying to reach the perfect skin just for my barrier to get damaged slowly and slowly until now I look unrecognizable, my skin is now extremely dull,dark,aged and overall dirty/lifeless looking, since June 12th I’ve cut out all irritants and processed foods and started eating Whole Foods and no sugar as a last ditch effort to bounce back but as of right now my skin is still as bad if not worse than when I started. May not be the end of the world sure but when you care about is your looks a lot and you descend as hard like this it’s like losing your identity, it fucking sucks and tbh having to look in the mirror and looking like actual shit even though I’m doing everything right makes me think of suicide everyday no joke. It feels like everything isn’t real and time isn’t supposed to be passing right now but it is. hopefully I can fix my skin, bloat and mental health and bounce back harder than ever by August