I’ve never been in so much pain

[registerfasterusing]

i tried two times but I was too weak to go through with it
my mom has to stay by my side to ensure that 1) I don’t try again and 2) I am able to manage my distress
Last night I cried harder than I ever have, I’ve never been in such extreme pain in my life. It just doesn’t go away, these thoughts torture me and everything appears to be a trigger
I can’t even describe the way it makes me feel
My ocd therapy begins soon but until then I somehow have to find ways to manage the distress
All I can think about is how I just want to feel truly loved again, how I feel I had it but it’s now been lost. And how deeply I regret losing it

 

[buccalfatremoval]

Brutal ND pill

 

[ProBono]

my condolences bro I don't even have anything witty to say this is just sad, I hope you get better

 

[registerfasterusing]

my condolences bro I don't even have anything witty to say this is just sad, I hope you get better

Thank you
Any act of kindness towards me nearly makes me want to cry

 

[Pickletoil]

i tried two times but I was too weak to go through with it
my mom has to stay by my side to ensure that 1) I don’t try again and 2) I am able to manage my distress
Last night I cried harder than I ever have, I’ve never been in such extreme pain in my life. It just doesn’t go away, these thoughts torture me and everything appears to be a trigger
I can’t even describe the way it makes me feel
My ocd therapy begins soon but until then I somehow have to find ways to manage the distress
All I can think about is how I just want to feel truly loved again, how I feel I had it but it’s now been lost. And how deeply I regret losing it

 

[Lamos]

just be NT lowkey I don’t think their is any advice but just don’t end it you got time

 

[hello_qwerty1234]

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Real (icantrep)

 

[registerfasterusing]

just be NT lowkey I don’t think their is any advice but just don’t end it you got time

I’m doing intensive treatment for 2 weeks, likely beginning next week
I have hope but at the same time I don’t think I will get better

 

[Lamos]

I’m doing intensive treatment for 2 weeks, likely beginning next week
I have hope but at the same time I don’t think I will get better

Don’t even worry brah you gonna be alright I’m still living life while balding full bald patches at this point and my dick don’t work bro but I still live why idk but you gotta live cuz I do bro

 

[registerfasterusing]

Don’t even worry brah you gonna be alright I’m still living life while balding full bald patches at this point and my dick don’t work bro but I still live why idk but you gotta live cuz I do bro

idk why I’m so emotional rn but thank you it means so much any ounce of support or reassurement makes me want to cry but at the same time it gives me hope

I also feel like it’s pity but at this point after all the hurt I’ve gone through pity is better than nothing