I’ve never been this ugly, drugs and alcohol descended me hard.

[PseudoMaxxer]

I looked at myself in the mirror this morning after I got drunk yesterday to not kill myself.

Holy shit i’m done, it’s over bro.

red tired eyes, eye bags, skin is not healthy and moisturized, hair is fucked, didn’t shave, bloated from all the slop.

I’m so tired, @stunna bro let’s ascend together the next 3 weeks.

By march I wanna come back to the best i’ve ever been. I’m done trying to killing my self, I wanna be better.

 

[TechnoBoss]

I looked at myself in the mirror this morning after I got drunk yesterday to not kill myself.

Holy shit i’m done, it’s over bro.

red tired eyes, eye bags, skin is not healthy and moisturized, hair is fucked, didn’t shave, bloated from all the slop.

I’m so tired, @stunna bro let’s ascend together the next 3 weeks.

By march I wanna come back to the best i’ve ever been. I’m done trying to killing my self, I wanna be better.

Alcohol can either make me suicidal, or helps me cope completely. No inbetween. Not sure why I have such drastic differences in experience each time.

 

[Deleted member 22918]

Bro do it, eat clean train hard, get a haircut etc

Jk but srs don't kill urself

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Alcohol can either make me suicidal, or helps me cope completely. No inbetween. Not sure why I have such drastic differences in experience each time.

same, it’s normal it depends on your mood before drinking.

Before drinking I always think it’s going to help me cope so it actually helps.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Bro do it, eat clean train hard, get a haircut etc

Jk but srs don't kill urself

I won’t bro I promise, From today i’m stopping all this crap, I’m starting to eat clean, no more alcohol and smoke, no more rotting and hitting the gym.

 

[Alt Number 3]

u need to stop drinking bro. Drinking alcohol for day is like eating large pizza for 5 days. Same bloat effect. I max drink once a week since it’s so hard to quite after being a binge drinker

 

[Deleted member 52298]

I’m done trying to killing my self, I wanna be better.

lots of users in here will arrive to this point

there is no need to look for further answers, people want to be better because its just the right thing to do

good luck bruv

 

[FBl]

I'd rope if I don't fix my skin

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I'd rope if I don't fix my skin

I’m getting surgery for my skin, I got acne scars and hyperpigmentation

 

[FBl]

I won’t bro I promise, From today i’m stopping all this crap, I’m starting to eat clean, no more alcohol and smoke, no more rotting and hitting the gym.

Drop your diet bro

 

[FBl]

I’m getting surgery for my skin, I got acne scars and hyperpigmentation

Same shit but only hyperpigmentation been blasting hydroquinone, nac , tret, salicylic acid for a week nown

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Drop your diet bro

basically I just eat red meat, butter, raw milk, carrots (for lowering E), eggs, fruits like oranges and bananas and apples, orange juice, try to avoid PUFA, eat Liver, no fish other than prawns, and yeah pretty much this.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Same shit but only hyperpigmentation been blasting hydroquinone, nac , tret, salicylic acid for a week nown

don’t worry bro, be patient.

Just salicylic acid should do the work.

 

[Subhuman232]

Good shit bro, killing urself ain't worth it, we should all live and see the end of this world

 

[6′2 still over]

Not sure why a blackpiller would ever drink or smoke huge looksmin that age u aging is literally the worst

 

[Deleted member 27635]

everytime i drink i feel much more suicidal, seeing myself in the mirror with hangover it really fucks you up

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Not sure why a blackpiller would ever drink or smoke huge looksmin that age u aging is literally the worst

blackpiller do drugs because life is so brutal he can’t cope

 

[6′2 still over]

blackpiller do drugs because life is so brutal he can’t cope

True next time just remember you'll be much sadder long term same with eating goyslop a couple minutes of joy or for alcohol a couple hours of idk cause i never drank isn't worth is long term

 

[FBl]

basically I just eat red meat, butter, raw milk, carrots (for lowering E), eggs, fruits like oranges and bananas and apples, orange juice, try to avoid PUFA, eat Liver, no fish other than prawns, and yeah pretty much this.

Ray peat typa shit

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Ray peat typa shit

Exactly, I follow his diet basically