I’ve never hated my looks this much

[J4COB]

I’m fucking tired of being this ugly and short, no one would take a romantic relationship with me serious, and everyone fucking jokes about me. I’ve never felt this ugly and short.

I literally have girls joking about dating me right to my fucking face, and I just play around like it’s funny, and try to add shit to the jokes just so I don’t come off ass taking it seriously. But the girl that does this shit is the same one I’ve liked before. And the only reason I couldn’t continue to like her was because I realized that I needed to force myself away if I didn’t want to be fucking humiliated.

I mean this girl did this shit today. And it’s been fucking brutal before. She might have liked me earlier in this year but I still don’t know if she just tried to joke and fuck me over or if she actually liked me. Like this fucking foid led me on real good if it was just for a laugh. One of the reasons why I stopped liking her tho is because I realized she’s fucking evil, I mean she’s mean and everything. I still get forced to hang out with her because my fuckass friends are leaving me for some reason.

Also feel like I haven’t made any progress. When I’m looking at old pictures of my side profile it looks like I’ve improved a lot. But the other day I managed to capture a photo from the exact same angle and posture, and I’m still fucking recessed and ugly.

Random ass pick to boost the thread, fucking brutal tho

 

[shaz0]

JBG bro
or dont
Either way, a romantic relationship is not the end goal. Fulfillment is.
Stop hating for who you are, strive for who you can be.
The version of yourself you look up to, would he be worried about this shi? no i dont think so, and nothings stopping you from being that version of yourself.

 

[cyberbanditcel]

I literally have girls joking about dating me right to my fucking face, and I just play around like it’s funny, and try to add shit to the jokes just so I don’t come off ass taking it seriously.

Don't laugh with them, don't play into it

 

[J4COB]

JBG bro
or dont
Either way, a romantic relationship is not the end goal. Fulfillment is.
Stop hating for who you are, strive for who you can be.
The version of yourself you look up to, would he be worried about this shi? no i dont think so, and nothings stopping you from being that version of yourself.

Thank you that helps a lot bro

 

[J4COB]

Don't laugh with them, don't play into it

Yeah ik, it’s so hard tho since I kinda still like her. Honestly I don’t think it’s her that I like, but I just dislike myself. I mean I wouldn’t give a shit about her if I was Chad light 6’3. I could just get somone else. But since I can’t, she becomes some sort of crush I don’t like. I don’t know how to explain it but hope you get an idea of what I mean