Napoleon1800
relic of the past
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Most looksmaxxing are for people with a normal base.
I am deformed sadly. Not genetically, but via an injury. And unfortunately my deformity is in such a way that it's very hard to fix with surgeries. And it's all my fault. I brought it upon myself. I ruined my own life and here I am paying the consequence for it.
A lot of looksmaxxing tips won't work for me because of this. And real life is actually far more brutal than here despite what people believe and say. Here, people break down and analyse your face taking the good, the bad and giving you an overall rating.
In real life you are judged on solely your facial failures, and in real life they will see your deformity (one is enough to ruin it all) and then see your entire face as subhuman.
I will still looksmaxx and heightmaxx in order to hopefully possibly reach LTN to low MTN. But I am already planning for my future. Either trying to save up for surgeries and attempt to save myself or just let go, enjoy myself and go ER. I find suicide cucked and foolish. I don't want want kill myself and let soyciety rejoice at my death. I want to go out with a bang.
It's bitter yet beautiful how only a few things need to go wrong for us to be doomed to this fate of pain. It shows how cruel yet unpredictable nature is.
I am deformed sadly. Not genetically, but via an injury. And unfortunately my deformity is in such a way that it's very hard to fix with surgeries. And it's all my fault. I brought it upon myself. I ruined my own life and here I am paying the consequence for it.
A lot of looksmaxxing tips won't work for me because of this. And real life is actually far more brutal than here despite what people believe and say. Here, people break down and analyse your face taking the good, the bad and giving you an overall rating.
In real life you are judged on solely your facial failures, and in real life they will see your deformity (one is enough to ruin it all) and then see your entire face as subhuman.
I will still looksmaxx and heightmaxx in order to hopefully possibly reach LTN to low MTN. But I am already planning for my future. Either trying to save up for surgeries and attempt to save myself or just let go, enjoy myself and go ER. I find suicide cucked and foolish. I don't want want kill myself and let soyciety rejoice at my death. I want to go out with a bang.
It's bitter yet beautiful how only a few things need to go wrong for us to be doomed to this fate of pain. It shows how cruel yet unpredictable nature is.
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