ive somehow reached the state where im too depressed to think anything good about myself but my ego is too big to register any flaws.

[whitebitchslayer]

It fluctuates between me looking at myself and wanting to rope to me looking at myself and thinking I couldn't be more attractive. It literally switches completely from day to day or hour to hour.

Some how am mentally fucked on both sides of the spectrum, but it doesn't even out.