CFW432
ABOS. MUST. DIE.
- Joined
- Jan 2, 2020
- Posts
- 14,093
- Reputation
- 19,751
Before when I was a young kid in my teens, for the sake of the love i had for my mother, I would always lavish praise on her, and would tell her that I see her as the only true place of comfort that I had in the world, and that I could never truly trust anyone besides her in this world. I could never think to say anything that might hurt her, even when she insulted me, I would always keep my head down and bite my tongue.
However as the years have gone by, and my youth is starting to slowly fade away from me (I'm literally 24, inb4 25+ coping oldcel faggots tell me that they are still "young" ), I've become very, very cold, especially towards her.
After years of being socially and romantically rejected by my peers for my looks, I can't help but come to loathe and hate the very being that is literally responsible for giving the looks that has lead to my constant rejection.
My mom was what id call an average brown South Indian becky. She's not beautiful, but neither is she completely repulsive either. She literally looks like a plain Jane brown indian girl. Her worst features about her and her whole family, their brown- dark brown skin color, and her coarse curly/ wavy hair.
My dad, was what would've been considered a chadpreet, if not atleast chadpreetlite, especially back in those days, especially in South india. He was 5'10, lightskin, had straight hair, tall skull, good jawline, longish face, and hookish/ beaky nose.
His worst features being his eye area and his hook/beak nose (which thankfully I didn't inherit).
I perhaps, in my entire family, must've recieved the worst genetic recombination.
I'm brown, my hair is coarse and curly, I have my dad's terrible eye area, and as a result of mouthbreathing for my entire life, I have a recessed face, recessed cheekbones, and recessed assymetrical jawline.
(Before anyone blames me for mouthbreathing lmao , I have a deviated septum and I literally cannot inhale through my nostrils, as a result my body has forced me to mouthbreathe for my entire life. I'm going for x-rays and and possibly a surgery on June 8th so I can fix my nose and be able to actually breathe properly for the first time in my fucking life, but the damage to my facial appearance has already been done, and there's nothing I can do about it besides getting surgeries and implants ).
I've been an outcast socially for my entire life, bullied and shunned for my looks.
Meanwhile my sister, is literally the complete opposite of me.
Lightskin, straight hair, defined jawline and facial structure cause she didn't mouthbreathe, has my mom's deeper set South indian eyes instead of my dad's bug eyed sclera showing eyes like me. She doesnt actually look curry at all, and has never had to suffer curry failo.
Her only failo was that she apparently somewhat had a hooked nose which she literally got fixed just recently with a rhinoplasty, and now she has a nicer straight small nose
Now she's completely mogging me . She was always popular throughout her life, and she was high in the social hiearchy in school. Straight A student, who all the teachers loved.
She is literally the complete opposite of me, whenever we would go out together, people never thought we were related and they were always shocked when she told them, lmao they would literally look at both of us like this :
Now i just dgaf anymore. I always tell that ugly whore that shes ugly and has ruined my life whenever she text me, i legitimately cant wait till she dies so i can get my inheritance and finally end this fucking curse of a face.
However as the years have gone by, and my youth is starting to slowly fade away from me (I'm literally 24, inb4 25+ coping oldcel faggots tell me that they are still "young" ), I've become very, very cold, especially towards her.
After years of being socially and romantically rejected by my peers for my looks, I can't help but come to loathe and hate the very being that is literally responsible for giving the looks that has lead to my constant rejection.
My mom was what id call an average brown South Indian becky. She's not beautiful, but neither is she completely repulsive either. She literally looks like a plain Jane brown indian girl. Her worst features about her and her whole family, their brown- dark brown skin color, and her coarse curly/ wavy hair.
My dad, was what would've been considered a chadpreet, if not atleast chadpreetlite, especially back in those days, especially in South india. He was 5'10, lightskin, had straight hair, tall skull, good jawline, longish face, and hookish/ beaky nose.
His worst features being his eye area and his hook/beak nose (which thankfully I didn't inherit).
I perhaps, in my entire family, must've recieved the worst genetic recombination.
I'm brown, my hair is coarse and curly, I have my dad's terrible eye area, and as a result of mouthbreathing for my entire life, I have a recessed face, recessed cheekbones, and recessed assymetrical jawline.
(Before anyone blames me for mouthbreathing lmao , I have a deviated septum and I literally cannot inhale through my nostrils, as a result my body has forced me to mouthbreathe for my entire life. I'm going for x-rays and and possibly a surgery on June 8th so I can fix my nose and be able to actually breathe properly for the first time in my fucking life, but the damage to my facial appearance has already been done, and there's nothing I can do about it besides getting surgeries and implants ).
I've been an outcast socially for my entire life, bullied and shunned for my looks.
Meanwhile my sister, is literally the complete opposite of me.
Lightskin, straight hair, defined jawline and facial structure cause she didn't mouthbreathe, has my mom's deeper set South indian eyes instead of my dad's bug eyed sclera showing eyes like me. She doesnt actually look curry at all, and has never had to suffer curry failo.
Her only failo was that she apparently somewhat had a hooked nose which she literally got fixed just recently with a rhinoplasty, and now she has a nicer straight small nose
Now she's completely mogging me . She was always popular throughout her life, and she was high in the social hiearchy in school. Straight A student, who all the teachers loved.
She is literally the complete opposite of me, whenever we would go out together, people never thought we were related and they were always shocked when she told them, lmao they would literally look at both of us like this :
Now i just dgaf anymore. I always tell that ugly whore that shes ugly and has ruined my life whenever she text me, i legitimately cant wait till she dies so i can get my inheritance and finally end this fucking curse of a face.
Last edited: