RecessedCels
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For the past like year I've started to develop a lot of traits that are quite narcissistic.
Before I used to blame myself and feel bad about my failures. I'd also genuinely feel sad for doing a mistake
Now I always find a way to blame something else other than myself. I'm not quite sure if this is actually something narcissistic considering that I've actually just been given a shitty hand in life. I feel really entitled to good things in life and feel angered if I don't receive them. I feel like I deserve love and good things. I feel like there is a huge injustice unless I receive those. I'm also pissed off by authority or someone controlling what I can do or cannot do.
I think it's a good thing though. I feel happier knowing nothing is really my fault. Everything I do is just a success even if I've been given a shitty hand
Before I used to blame myself and feel bad about my failures. I'd also genuinely feel sad for doing a mistake
Now I always find a way to blame something else other than myself. I'm not quite sure if this is actually something narcissistic considering that I've actually just been given a shitty hand in life. I feel really entitled to good things in life and feel angered if I don't receive them. I feel like I deserve love and good things. I feel like there is a huge injustice unless I receive those. I'm also pissed off by authority or someone controlling what I can do or cannot do.
I think it's a good thing though. I feel happier knowing nothing is really my fault. Everything I do is just a success even if I've been given a shitty hand
