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Time is not on Infini's side
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With regards to core looksmaxxing methods that make a difference
I was roided years prior to jaw surgery but after jaw surgery when I started gymcelling again I remained in the 80-85kg range
I recently got back up to 92kg on a superdrol cycle, however for the last few months I was dealing with my post jaw surgery position being compromised
What I mean by this is that I allowed an ortho to convince me to do a short round of orthodontics for root and gum health so that I could proceed with a related procedure, starting this new orthodontics course without elastics immediately knocked my jaw out of position and created new contacts on the wisdom teeth that didn't exist before which locked this unwanted position into place meaning that even getting my teeth back to original position couldn't undo the jaw rotation
So after all the effort I went through with surgery, I was left with a rotated jaw in a more downward grown position which robbed me of my ramus height
I bought a custom device that is used to unlock bites after months of switching retainers and aligners trying to restore things and the device so far has been working and most of my ramus height is now restored
So now I have restored ramus height and post surgery jaw position + peak muscle mass where all body failo is eliminated and gaining more shoulder mass is diminishing returns
I didn't leave my house for months for anything other than going shopping due to how defeated I was and how much stress I was under with everything seeming to go wrong for me in the previous year but yesterday I decided to walk around for an hour and it suddenly dawned on me that: everything I needed to complete is now completed
I was constantly saying: when I have "x" I'll be able to start living
Now I have all of my attributes maxxed out simultaneously and the heavens didn't open up for me, I am still completely socially isolated and I am never going to have a random foid interact with me on the street
Yes I feel like I am the complete specimen now but in terms of how I actually impact the world, nothing has changed
I think as I start to immerse myself more into the outside world things will feel better
But that moment of decompression after years chasing my final form and months of stress over almost losing my ramus height was really mind fatiguing.
Some more looksmaxxes I can do are: getting back on mt2 and getting lip filler and dermal filler for scars but in terms of major needle moving things, I'm more or less tapped out
I was roided years prior to jaw surgery but after jaw surgery when I started gymcelling again I remained in the 80-85kg range
I recently got back up to 92kg on a superdrol cycle, however for the last few months I was dealing with my post jaw surgery position being compromised
What I mean by this is that I allowed an ortho to convince me to do a short round of orthodontics for root and gum health so that I could proceed with a related procedure, starting this new orthodontics course without elastics immediately knocked my jaw out of position and created new contacts on the wisdom teeth that didn't exist before which locked this unwanted position into place meaning that even getting my teeth back to original position couldn't undo the jaw rotation
So after all the effort I went through with surgery, I was left with a rotated jaw in a more downward grown position which robbed me of my ramus height
I bought a custom device that is used to unlock bites after months of switching retainers and aligners trying to restore things and the device so far has been working and most of my ramus height is now restored
So now I have restored ramus height and post surgery jaw position + peak muscle mass where all body failo is eliminated and gaining more shoulder mass is diminishing returns
I didn't leave my house for months for anything other than going shopping due to how defeated I was and how much stress I was under with everything seeming to go wrong for me in the previous year but yesterday I decided to walk around for an hour and it suddenly dawned on me that: everything I needed to complete is now completed
I was constantly saying: when I have "x" I'll be able to start living
Now I have all of my attributes maxxed out simultaneously and the heavens didn't open up for me, I am still completely socially isolated and I am never going to have a random foid interact with me on the street
Yes I feel like I am the complete specimen now but in terms of how I actually impact the world, nothing has changed
I think as I start to immerse myself more into the outside world things will feel better
But that moment of decompression after years chasing my final form and months of stress over almost losing my ramus height was really mind fatiguing.
Some more looksmaxxes I can do are: getting back on mt2 and getting lip filler and dermal filler for scars but in terms of major needle moving things, I'm more or less tapped out

