Jager + Redbull + Sprite

[kana]

Never, and I mean never, have I started drinking till I met this woman !!

Whatever, I've known each other for 4 years, and have been dating for almost a year. She wants to break up with me all through February and March. I finally give up and let her leave ... NO MORE THAN 24 FUCKING HOURS LATER, she adds me back on all social media and calls me, like an idiot, I pick up.

First ever girl I treated right and brought home to my parents ... lost our virginity together and all that stuff. Known her since hs and had feelings for her for years on end, bawled my eyes out, and played Russian roulette over her the night before, whilst drunk, and she shows me nothing but cruelty ... FOR JUST 24HRS I STOP TEXTING, CALLING, AND EVERYTHING.

I end up bawling my eyes out to my mom, she gives me Semax and Oxytocin ... says she'll get me Modafinil in a bit, uhm. She calls me at like 2 PM and says nothing (she's probably high again) ... I pick up, but I go through with the GREAT IDEA OF GOING THROUGH HER TIKTOK REPOSTS.

No other guys at least ... but reposts about how she enjoys hurting me and seeing me beg ??? and how she enjoys being a "manipulator."

Is this who I lost my virginity to? Is this who I changed my entire fucking personality for? Is this who I became a FRACTION of who I once was for?

Hung up instantly and took a few shots.

I guess our story ain't over yet, we're both homeschooled and have no social circle, I'm just tired of people being so cruel and evil ... I want someone that I can vulernable around without them taking advantage of me.

I feel dumb, she cried SO OFTEN, and I always picked up on her and comforted her ... SHE NEVER HAD TO BEG ME FOR ANYTHING (besides playing roblox fuck that game) and maybe that one time when she wanted to have sex whilst driving.

 

[kana]

She gave me "king" treatment for years on end ... once I finally became vulnerable and let my guard down, she treats me like an animal .

Fuck this, if she ever wants me to get back with her, she better change.

 

[kana]

I feel like a fucking bitch, and I can't see past it anymore

I changed the way I speak to her. I talk to her with the utmost respect EVERY FUCKING TIME. I DON'T EVEN SAY "WHAT" ANYMORE. I SAY "YES" ... I DON'T SAY "I LOVE YOU TOO" ANYMORE. I SAY "I LOVE YOU MORE". I USE PROPER PUNCUATION WHEN I TEXT.

So much more to say ... are these changes positive? Probably, but am I reaping any return on my investment ??? Fuck no

 

[kana]

bump, wanna talk w fellow .org users that have girl problems instead of like racist slop

 

[kana]

where the fuck yall at

 

[silvergn]

Im so sorry for you man..

 

[annenisikeyim]

Never, and I mean never, have I started drinking till I met this woman !!

Whatever, I've known each other for 4 years, and have been dating for almost a year. She wants to break up with me all through February and March. I finally give up and let her leave ... NO MORE THAN 24 FUCKING HOURS LATER, she adds me back on all social media and calls me, like an idiot, I pick up.

First ever girl I treated right and brought home to my parents ... lost our virginity together and all that stuff. Known her since hs and had feelings for her for years on end, bawled my eyes out, and played Russian roulette over her the night before, whilst drunk, and she shows me nothing but cruelty ... FOR JUST 24HRS I STOP TEXTING, CALLING, AND EVERYTHING.

I end up bawling my eyes out to my mom, she gives me Semax and Oxytocin ... says she'll get me Modafinil in a bit, uhm. She calls me at like 2 PM and says nothing (she's probably high again) ... I pick up, but I go through with the GREAT IDEA OF GOING THROUGH HER TIKTOK REPOSTS.

No other guys at least ... but reposts about how she enjoys hurting me and seeing me beg ??? and how she enjoys being a "manipulator."

Is this who I lost my virginity to? Is this who I changed my entire fucking personality for? Is this who I became a FRACTION of who I once was for?

Hung up instantly and took a few shots.

I guess our story ain't over yet, we're both homeschooled and have no social circle, I'm just tired of people being so cruel and evil ... I want someone that I can vulernable around without them taking advantage of me.

I feel dumb, she cried SO OFTEN, and I always picked up on her and comforted her ... SHE NEVER HAD TO BEG ME FOR ANYTHING (besides playing roblox fuck that game) and maybe that one time when she wanted to have sex whilst driving.

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