IHateMyslf
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I did It.
I finally gathered enough confidence to tell my ex I still love her (iqlet move of mine) and she didn't even aknowledge it.
She barely replied after I called and said she "can't just leave him, It would be unrespectful, you know how I feel about those things" and me as the supreme gentleman I am obviously replied saying i understood.
The reality is I don't.
I don't understand why, why don't she love me?
Am I that unlovable?
Did I mess up THAT bad?
Basically I already talked bout this but he was her ex, then she was with me, then she went back to him.
He cheated fucking another girl, claiming to be drunk, at a party where she was also at.
Tonight I just said screw It idc at least, I'm not gonna have regrets. I told her how I felt. She didn't reply, didn't say literally fucking ANYTHING.
She just talked bout how she IS SUPPOSED to be in love w him.
HIM. WHY CAN'T I BE HIM, I WANT TO BE HIM SO BAD, FUCKING HER, LOVING HER, TOUCHING HER, LISTENING TO HER FUCKING VOICE SAYING I LOVE YOU, BEING HER FIRST AND ONLY LOVE.
I finally gathered enough confidence to tell my ex I still love her (iqlet move of mine) and she didn't even aknowledge it.
She barely replied after I called and said she "can't just leave him, It would be unrespectful, you know how I feel about those things" and me as the supreme gentleman I am obviously replied saying i understood.
The reality is I don't.
I don't understand why, why don't she love me?
Am I that unlovable?
Did I mess up THAT bad?
Basically I already talked bout this but he was her ex, then she was with me, then she went back to him.
He cheated fucking another girl, claiming to be drunk, at a party where she was also at.
Tonight I just said screw It idc at least, I'm not gonna have regrets. I told her how I felt. She didn't reply, didn't say literally fucking ANYTHING.
She just talked bout how she IS SUPPOSED to be in love w him.
HIM. WHY CAN'T I BE HIM, I WANT TO BE HIM SO BAD, FUCKING HER, LOVING HER, TOUCHING HER, LISTENING TO HER FUCKING VOICE SAYING I LOVE YOU, BEING HER FIRST AND ONLY LOVE.
