Jealous

[alwazzab]

Whilst im sitting on my phone on a Saturday night, there is a house party right across my window.

Loud music, drunk mfs shouting and they are all my age group.

Ive never had this experience. I have nobody man.

Im going to university abroad in 7 days. Ive never had enough social experience. Its shit

Had friends but they were never my friends. Last time I checked up on them was this summer break, they all did an EU group trip together excluding only me.

This is just shit man. These are years down the drain

TLDR: I am a nigger

 

[ANON]

Coolio dude

 

[Gravitas]

Last time i hanged out with friends was in primary school

 

[alwazzab]

Last time i hanged out with friends was in primary school

Primary school my dad had to talk to the teachers to force me into groups. Larped playing shadow fight 2. Middle school I was excluded, highschool I was excluded and university im not prepared for anything but exclusion.

When I am with people Istg its so easy to talk to new people. Ive just not been out with a single soul since forever. Im leaving my country without anyone asking about me. Overall stinker mate