jealousy ruins my life

[rape]

i can not maintain friendships or relationships because i am so deeply riddled with jealousy to the point that ot affects every interaction i have.
i can't talk to people because they tell me about their lives and fun things they do. i get jealous when i hear of other people doing fun things. i cant be in a relationship because i get jealous when my gf talks about going for a walk.
but realistically if i went out and did these things i get jealous of, i would be miserable. im a sad person who doesnt like going outside & i still get near violently jealous over my coworkers hiking trips or my
girlfriend feeding ducks.
im jealous that i can't be a normal person and enjoy normal things like everyone else can

 

[Deleted member 86840]

rape

 

[Anthony111554]

It's all college students' fault

 

[registerfasterusing]

i can not maintain friendships or relationships because i am so deeply riddled with jealousy to the point that ot affects every interaction i have.
i can't talk to people because they tell me about their lives and fun things they do. i get jealous when i hear of other people doing fun things. i cant be in a relationship because i get jealous when my gf talks about going for a walk.
but realistically if i went out and did these things i get jealous of, i would be miserable. im a sad person who doesnt like going outside & i still get near violently jealous over my coworkers hiking trips or my
girlfriend feeding ducks.
im jealous that i can't be a normal person and enjoy normal things like everyone else can

I’m beginning to realize I have a similar issue
Idk what to do abt it tho

 

[rape]

It's all college students' fault

i get mad to the point of tears like a little bitch when i see college students partying & having fun but if i attended said party id spent every second wishing i was home

 

[registerfasterusing]

Do u have ocd as well?
I feel like this could be a consequence of it

 

[rape]

Do u have ocd as well?
I feel like this could be a consequence of it

yes severe OCD . a large portion of my day is spent ruminating about possible future situations

 

[LoLoyi]

i can not maintain friendships or relationships because i am so deeply riddled with jealousy to the point that ot affects every interaction i have.
i can't talk to people because they tell me about their lives and fun things they do. i get jealous when i hear of other people doing fun things. i cant be in a relationship because i get jealous when my gf talks about going for a walk.
but realistically if i went out and did these things i get jealous of, i would be miserable. im a sad person who doesnt like going outside & i still get near violently jealous over my coworkers hiking trips or my
girlfriend feeding ducks.
im jealous that i can't be a normal person and enjoy normal things like everyone else can

Look at my thread about parents maybe it will help you understand your situation better when you realise the core problem

 

[Evoa]

have you tried heroin?

 

[rape]

have you tried heroin?

i have done opiates but the withdrawal is not worth the high

 

[registerfasterusing]

yes severe OCD . a large portion of my day is spent ruminating about possible future situations

Yeah it’s definitely a consequence, I notice extreme paranoia too