Just drove past the bars and patios downtown…

[shrek]

I went to drop someone off at home so I drove downtown by the bars/patios. Saw lot of hot girls, ppl having fun, socializing etc. I immediately started sweating for no reason and felt anxious even in the car.

I imagined how awkward it would be if I went in there. Wouldn’t know who/what to look at, where to sit, how to talk to anyone let alone girls etc. Everyone asking me “wHy ArE yOu So QuIeT?”

Man I honestly hate this shit so much. Ik I’m stronger than 99% of them and I’m 6’1” but it bothers me so much that I’d never fit in and because if that I feel socially anxious

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

it's ok bro after you looksmax you will be the life of the party

 

[shrek]

it's ok bro after you looksmax you will be the life of the party

I’m like 70% of the way there in terms of looksmaxxing. I haven’t socialized since looksmaxxing so Idk but I feel like the best I’ll do is mog normies and get pussy based off my muscles

 

[Deleted member 11758]

XD

 

[shrek]

XD

Lol I love my profile pic so much

 

[SkinjobCatastrophe]

I used to be just like that, absolutely brutal. After I worked at a bar for a few years it really helped to manage to act NT, I still cant have a decent social interaction but if im just talking to someone for a few minutes ir at a job interview then I can act NT. Its one of the most important skills in my opinion because if you always act unusual its going to cause so many problems in the future, normies have spidey sense and they can detect your autism a mile away

 

[shrek]

I used to be just like that, absolutely brutal. After I worked at a bar for a few years it really helped to manage to act NT, I still cant have a decent social interaction but if im just talking to someone for a few minutes ir at a job interview then I can act NT. Its one of the most important skills in my opinion because if you always act unusual its going to cause so many problems in the future, normies have spidey sense and they can detect your autism a mile away

So normies still exclude you?

 

[SkinjobCatastrophe]

So normies still exclude you?

I think if I acted NT then I could definitely work my way into a normie group, but they certainly dont invite me or make an effort to extend invitations to me. I am also unattractive, and I dont wear fashionable clothes or listen to popular music or any shit like that.

 

[shrek]

I think if I acted NT then I could definitely work my way into a normie group, but they certainly dont invite me or make an effort to extend invitations to me. I am also unattractive, and I dont wear fashionable clothes or listen to popular music or any shit like that.

What do you think causes me to feel this much anxiety to the point where just seeing normies having fun makes me feel uncomfortable?

***I’ve had girls call me hot on tinder, one girl on insta thought I was a catfish and said “you’re too hot,” and my HTN NT friend who’s a slayer thought I was a slayer and was surprised when I said I was khhv at age 20. Realistically, based off of this I’d say I’m a high tier normie (especially due to hair, physique, height and hollow cheeks) so you can’t say I have these issues just cause I’m ugly as shit and everyone thinks I’m gross)***

 

[tyronelite]

Brutal you should come with me I’ll help you get poon

 

[shrek]

Brutal you should come with me I’ll help you get poon

Doubt we live close at all lol