Just embarrassed myself in front of a girl that is interested in me, now I want to end my life.

[Deleted member 26448]

So, I am at my job, bringing the mop bucket full of water back to the closet, when all of the sudden, the bucket turns it’s wheels and hits the blip in the floor, spilling the water all over the carpet. I quickly tried to sop it up, but it was no use, and my supervisor came with my female co-worker that is interested in me, as my supervisor exclaimed “oh shit!” and quickly came to see if I did it. Now, she is drying it with some hand vacuum thing, even though I asked if I could do it myself.

I am such a fucking failure, and I have once again messed up and ruined everything. I was having a good night, too, but now am sitting in the locked room having a panic attack and mental breakdown all at once. Worst part was my co-worker coming in and talking to me, but I just kept stuttering and failing to speak, because I was both nervous around her, and nervous about what I had just done.

I just want to end my life, to be honest. It’s so fucking over, and I don’t understand why I try anymore.

 

[BongMog]

You already know

 

[Deleted member 26448]

You already know

I think it might officially be over for my life.

 

[BongMog]

I think it might officially be over for my life.

You already know where im going with this

 

[Deleted member 26448]

You already know where im going with this

Yeah, I do. But I don’t want to do that. I just want to die

 

[BongMog]

Yeah, I do. But I don’t want to do that. I just want to die

 

[Deleted member 24278]

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What's this guy's name ? Is he on YouTube ?

 

[BongMog]

What's this guy's name ? Is he on YouTube ?

Idk but nigger is funny

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Wtf, my work has ***************** blocked on their Wi-Fi. I tried visiting it, but it won’t load on Wi-Fi, only when I’m on data.

 

[FrenchChad]

In what are you working ?

 

[Deleted member 26448]

In what are you working ?

Janitor

 

[rand anon]

Relax bruh, you’ll hve other opportunities

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Relax bruh, you’ll hve other opportunities

I just embarrassed myself in front of her, my opportunities are done. I doubt she likes me now, if she even actually ever did. I’m so fucking ugly that this is a once in a lifetime thing for me, and I managed to fuck it up.

I just don’t want to be alive man. I am a huge fuck up.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

 

[Deleted member 16810]

tell her that you did that to make her wet. she'll want to fuck you because low inhib. thank me later.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

tell her that you did that to make her wet. she'll want to fuck you because low inhib. thank me later.

Nah, I think it's over. When she came into the closet with me, she said something to me, but I wasn't really paying attention because I was legitimately losing my mind. I know she told me sorry for being in my way, and I said "you're fine", but the rest I didn't hear. And I'm not good looking, so if I said that, I would get fired and arrested.

I'd be ascending with BBC in my ass in the prison showers.

 

[Deleted member 16810]

Nah, I think it's over. When she came into the closet with me, she said something to me, but I wasn't really paying attention because I was legitimately losing my mind. I know she told me sorry for being in my way, and I said "you're fine", but the rest I didn't hear. And I'm not good looking, so if I said that, I would get fired and arrested.

I'd be ascending with BBC in my ass in the prison showers.

i cant believe you are not even trying my very serious suggestion.

 

[zipzam]

So, I am at my job, bringing the mop bucket full of water back to the closet, when all of the sudden, the bucket turns it’s wheels and hits the blip in the floor, spilling the water all over the carpet. I quickly tried to sop it up, but it was no use, and my supervisor came with my female co-worker that is interested in me, as my supervisor exclaimed “oh shit!” and quickly came to see if I did it. Now, she is drying it with some hand vacuum thing, even though I asked if I could do it myself.

I am such a fucking failure, and I have once again messed up and ruined everything. I was having a good night, too, but now am sitting in the locked room having a panic attack and mental breakdown all at once. Worst part was my co-worker coming in and talking to me, but I just kept stuttering and failing to speak, because I was both nervous around her, and nervous about what I had just done.

I just want to end my life, to be honest. It’s so fucking over, and I don’t understand why I try anymore.

You could’ve saved it by saying “Don’t worry, I can sort it out”

But no you took the bitch route, no hope you for anyway if you’re gonna crumple easily

 

[Krakowski]

What's this guy's name ? Is he on YouTube ?

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