JUST FUCKED IN EVERY ASPECT

[LTΝ]

To start it off this isnt a victim post of me trying to sound like a loser to get attention i want genuine feedback Wtf do i do ima fuckin loser 0 freinds im seen as that kid whos on his “phone” 24/7, Physically cant walk normally without having my shoulder look wierd bc im trying to look “normal” but i end up walking wierd secondly i have terrible undiagnosed innanteive adhd genuinely cnt focus even the slightest i havw no plans what im doing with life im cooked ive been told its a 7 year waiting list unless i go private which im too broke so socially i cant function , innanteive adhd cant do nothing can barely brush my teeth cant even pray im tht lazy bc of it bc it doesnt even give me dopamine is the way i see it and thirdly fuckin depressed tbh ok not depressed just “empty” lastly i just found out reason ive been gaining crazy weight last few month is i have a terrible underactive thyroid and they mosy likely wont give thyroxine so im lookin like a chud if i get more shit its my final fucking im a drug addict now due to fuckin UNDIAGNOSED ADHD ALWAYS CRAVING TO BE HIGH strW and what pisses me off so cool alright ill suffer in this life but ill be punished in the next life bc i cant physically pray its that hard im JUST FUCKED IN EVERY ASPECT WTF GENUINELY WHAT TF PLS READ IK ITS A SHIT POST BUT READ And this is everything in a nutshell i cnt be arsed explaing everything

 

[diarrhetic]

To start it off this isnt a victim post of me trying to sound like a loser to get attention i want genuine feedback Wtf do i do ima fuckin loser 0 freinds im seen as that kid whos on his “phone” 24/7, Physically cant walk normally without having my shoulder look wierd bc im trying to look “normal” but i end up walking wierd secondly i have terrible undiagnosed innanteive adhd genuinely cnt focus even the slightest i havw no plans what im doing with life im cooked ive been told its a 7 year waiting list unless i go private which im too broke so socially i cant function , innanteive adhd cant do nothing can barely brush my teeth cant even pray im tht lazy bc of it bc it doesnt even give me dopamine is the way i see it and thirdly fuckin depressed tbh ok not depressed just “empty” lastly i just found out reason ive been gaining crazy weight last few month is i have a terrible underactive thyroid and they mosy likely wont give thyroxine so im lookin like a chud if i get more shit its my final fucking strW and what pisses me off so cool alright ill suffer in this life but ill be punished in the next life bc i cant physically pray its that hard im JUST FUCKED IN EVERY ASPECT WTF GENUINELY WHAT TF PLS READ IK ITS A SHIT POST BUT READ And this is everything in a nutshell i cnt be arsed explaing everything

You should visit a doctor bhai.I think the thyroid can be treated instantly and if you get diagnosed with ADHD you can be descripted stimulants. I understand that you are in a tough spot right now but try and push through. I wish you the best.

 

[LTΝ]

yes for the thyroid theyre considering giving levothyroxine to help but they say its not adviced bc of my age, also for the adhd i have been wanting the stimulants i believe they can change my life but 7 year waitlist (im going throigh a free funded service) or i can pay 3K a year im broke im 15 I cnt get a job and tbh ik 3K aint that crazy but parents wont support it, thanks for reponse

You should visit a doctor bhai.I think the thyroid can be treated instantly and if you get diagnosed with ADHD you can be descripted stimulants. I understand that you are in a tough spot right now but try and push through. I wish you the best.