Just got drunk for the first time

[Deleted member 13626]

Drank like 7 glasses of wine in less than an hour before new years eve at like 21:00 (so before midnight, also jfl at that quantity for the first timer)

I WAS TALKING AND APPROACHING EVERYONE WITHOUT A DOUBT IN MIND, I DIDN'T FEEL JUDGED, I LAUGHED AT EVERYTHING AND WITH EVERYONE. MY INHIBITION LOWERED TO MARIANAS TRENCH LEVELS , SOCIAL ANXIETY ETC ALL WENT AWAY AND MY SOCIAL CONFIDENCE AND SKILLS WENT UP . FULL NATURAL MODE.

Wish i could be like this without relying on alcohol or drugs. I envy blacks and how on average they're low inhib and nt and can approach easily

Was it worth it? Yes and no. Yes bcs it showed me a part of me that is limited. Limited by my brain, social anxiety etc

No bcs i spent literally 30 minutes throwing up in the bathroom urinal and clogging it jfl and other guys peed in there and the urine didn't flush jfl. Also missed the fireworks and midnight bcs i was sleeping after throwing up my guts out jfl. Jfl at them they're probably cleaning up now while I'm home

 

[traveler]

mirin living life theory

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

I did the exact same thing when I was 11

 

[Deleted member 2507]

OP you could get all of that with a single 0.25mg pill of Xanax and that comes with no vomiting, risk of cancer, liver failure, broken relationships, etc that alcohol does.

 

[Deleted member 13626]

mirin living life theory

Normies could touch htbs easily and the girls weren't super drunk and dance with them, meanwhile on org they will say they will get metooed or reported for sexual harassment. The thought of doing it sober scares me tbh. Tried it once sober and felt heavy in my chest etc. Rn I didn't notice any negatives socializing

I didn't even try hooking up or shit like that. I was too drunk to fuck properly either way if it happened jfl. But the amount of psychological pleasure i had in that moment knowing i'm not judged and have no social anxiety was just as good as sex if not better

OP you could get all of that with a single 0.25mg pill of Xanax and that comes with no vomiting, risk of cancer, liver failure, broken relationships, etc that alcohol does.

I think i need prescription for it. Also i heard xanax is addicting but i will look into it. Idk what's wrong with my brain, i had both positive and negative social feedback so i can't say i was an abused dog in my childhood.

Maybe I'm autistic or have adhd or simply shy or social anxiety idk 100%. But sounds like social anxiety. I usually have it with girls. Never tried some sort of test to see. Ntpill and being low inhib and outgoing etc is legit if you're not ugly. Just look at blacks, they mostly rely on nt and low inhib

 

[LiteralCaucasian]

I did this exact same thing only with vodka and Coca Cola at age 11. Good times.

 

[Deleted member 2507]

Normies could touch htbs easily and the girls weren't super drunk and dance with them, meanwhile on org they will say they will get metooed or reported for sexual harassment. The thought of doing it sober scares me tbh. Tried it once sober and felt heavy in my chest etc. Rn I didn't notice any negatives socializing

I didn't even try hooking up or shit like that. I was too drunk to fuck properly either way if it happened jfl. But the amount of psychological pleasure i had in that moment knowing i'm not judged and have no social anxiety was just as good as sex if not better

I think i need prescription for it. Also i heard xanax is addicting but i will look into it. Idk what's wrong with my brain, i had both positive and negative social feedback so i can't say i was an abused dog in my childhood.

Maybe I'm autistic or have adhd or simply shy or social anxiety idk 100%. But sounds like social anxiety. I usually have it with girls. Never tried some sort of test to see. Ntpill and being low inhib and outgoing etc is legit if you're not ugly. Just look at blacks, they mostly rely on nt and low inhib

Yes it’s prescription only but it’s very easy to get a script for your concern. & yes the risk of addiction is there but how about alcohol? You’ll be getting addicted to one thing regardless at this point. May as well be the thing that doesn’t give you cancer and kill you.

 

[Deleted member 21735]

7 glasses of wine is nothing lol

 

[Deleted member 13626]

7 glasses of wine is nothing lol

I'm a beginner jfl

Also imagine thinking that drinking so much without getting affected is an achievement. Shows you are an alcoholic and drink a lot so you're used to it which is inkell trait

 

[Deleted member 21735]

I'm a beginner jfl

Also imagine thinking that drinking so much without getting affected is an achievement. Shows you are an alcoholic and drink a lot so you're used to it which is inkell trait

I’m alcoholic indeed