Just had my first ONS with a stranger and dissociated

[Deleted member 135593]

Jfl I'm never doing this shit again

The first minutes it was ok but I was getting more and more uncomfortable until the bpd kicked in and I dissociated. I wanted nothing more than leaving. Even now my mind can barely register that I actually just had sex

I have no idea how you niggas can do this shit

It's ltr or nothing for me

 

[PrettyLights]

You could've just locked the ONS in your sound proof maxxed house and stripped her of her devices so she couldn’t call the police and told her she couldn’t leave until she agreed to be in a long term relationship with you

 

[Deleted member 135593]

You could've just locked the ONS in your sound proof maxxed house and stripped her of her devices so she couldn’t call the police and told her she couldn’t leave until she agreed to be in a long term relationship with you

Nigga as soon as I started dissociating I realized I hated her and felt grossed out by her
I only had sex because I thoight it would be too awkard to pull out by then

 

[PrettyLights]

Nigga as soon as I started dissociating I realized I hated her and felt grossed out by her
I only had sex because I thoight it would be too awkard to pull out by then

Still doesn’t explain how it took you all the way up until the act to realize this

 

[browncurrycel]

Too many chads nowadays

 

[Deleted member 135593]

Still doesn’t explain how it took you all the way up until the act to realize this

I cant control my emotions
I was horny but then grossed out at being touched by a stranger