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Starts off outside shirtless in the rain at a mental hospital that looked like a death camp, a black guy worker hands me a cheap cigarette to smoke, I light up, then girl who recognizes starts laughing at me.
Then was hanging with this cute girl, having a nice deep conversation about childhood and family telling me about her dad she lost, not sure if interested in me but she was nice, but my depressed self hating autistic self starts saying out of nowhere,
“I’m not really happy, all I have are my cats, make me feel slightly better but not really at all, I have no one”
Then I start bursting out crying, maybe hoping she cared, maybe just couldn’t hold it in
Don’t know if she tried talking to me next but I remember playing with my cats after, In what seemed to be my room but much creepier. Dark atmosphere. Some bird flys and fox in my room jump out the window.
Then dream transitions into me scrolling through Lookism and looksmax,
@Dicklet.4.3 sent me some random pm,
Didn’t understand it,
But then out of nowhere I guess he’s a mod he starts doxing me sends me my pics and location and information about myself
He somehow mods both sites
I tell him what’s going on I’ll do anything just don’t dox
I am then completely banned from both sites, the other mods agree, other members who ask why we’re banned, he then post my info doxing me, my face clear to see.
Then I’m outside in the gray foggy autum, you can barley see past 20 feet.
I am next to and see Rihanna talking to some old Jew, she’s dressed like some voodoo witch priestess in all black with a headdress, I’m looking up at her, must be much shorter, a child, or sitting on the curb.
Randomly her entire set of teeth fall out to ground and are like vampires teeth and they have to long braids to some material on each side, I pick them up and hand them to her, she puts them back in, then think she gives me a slight smile or smirk, then continues talking to Jew.
Then I wake up to some Loud growling/suffocating/dying wolf/big agressive dog sound in my ear, that I thought that was me waking Myself up with that sound. Like it was right up in my ear.
Pretty vivid weird and disturbing, kinda traumatizing honestly first dream that has really impacted me that deep Inawhile, even tho it doesn’t seem much
Wonder what they mean, if you study dreams help me out.
I know the ban/dox one was because I got a gay warning Khajid and Faith Reihms dox. FRFSA.
The interaction with girl was just my deprived of human connection self maybe
Think Rihanna has my soul...
Then was hanging with this cute girl, having a nice deep conversation about childhood and family telling me about her dad she lost, not sure if interested in me but she was nice, but my depressed self hating autistic self starts saying out of nowhere,
“I’m not really happy, all I have are my cats, make me feel slightly better but not really at all, I have no one”
Then I start bursting out crying, maybe hoping she cared, maybe just couldn’t hold it in
Don’t know if she tried talking to me next but I remember playing with my cats after, In what seemed to be my room but much creepier. Dark atmosphere. Some bird flys and fox in my room jump out the window.
Then dream transitions into me scrolling through Lookism and looksmax,
@Dicklet.4.3 sent me some random pm,
Didn’t understand it,
But then out of nowhere I guess he’s a mod he starts doxing me sends me my pics and location and information about myself
He somehow mods both sites
I tell him what’s going on I’ll do anything just don’t dox
I am then completely banned from both sites, the other mods agree, other members who ask why we’re banned, he then post my info doxing me, my face clear to see.
Then I’m outside in the gray foggy autum, you can barley see past 20 feet.
I am next to and see Rihanna talking to some old Jew, she’s dressed like some voodoo witch priestess in all black with a headdress, I’m looking up at her, must be much shorter, a child, or sitting on the curb.
Randomly her entire set of teeth fall out to ground and are like vampires teeth and they have to long braids to some material on each side, I pick them up and hand them to her, she puts them back in, then think she gives me a slight smile or smirk, then continues talking to Jew.
Then I wake up to some Loud growling/suffocating/dying wolf/big agressive dog sound in my ear, that I thought that was me waking Myself up with that sound. Like it was right up in my ear.
Pretty vivid weird and disturbing, kinda traumatizing honestly first dream that has really impacted me that deep Inawhile, even tho it doesn’t seem much
Wonder what they mean, if you study dreams help me out.
I know the ban/dox one was because I got a gay warning Khajid and Faith Reihms dox. FRFSA.
The interaction with girl was just my deprived of human connection self maybe
Think Rihanna has my soul...
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