just jerked off for the last time ever/streak starting now

[chadisbeingmade]

i actually feel fucking terrible,its got to the point where i will turn off the video mid bust before the clarity hits.if you jerk off all the time and dont see it as a problem/you are oblivious to how much it destroys your body please KILL YOUR SELF

 

[Volksstaffel]

i actually feel fucking terrible,its got to the point where i will turn off the video mid bust before the clarity hits.if you jerk off all the time and dont see it as a problem/you are oblivious to how much it destroys your body please KILL YOUR SELF

 

[chadisbeingmade]

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When you are about to cum, your body extracts heaps of precious proteins, minerals and other goodies from your organs, including the brain. All this is sent into the sperm from the most holy purpose of creating a new human being.

So you masturbate every day, you are constantly leeching important nutrients from your body, zinc for example. You are also depleting your testosterone and other hormones. As the days go by, your brain becomes clouded and more stupid while your organs become weaker and weaker. Sickness await to sprout in your body and alert you of your wrong living. Your eyesight worsens. The hormonal imbalance positions you into becoming easily upset and reactive, like a woman.

The truth is that your sperm is physically full of nutrients, it contains the "creative sex force" or your life force. It is a strong force that makes you vital, shimmering, aware, concentrated. It can be used to rebuild your body, when you stop wasting it. Or more easily, it can be used to materialise all your dreams in the physical world.

See it as like "Willpower fuel" that can make a boy become the chef or the astronaut he always wanted to become. You will become more creative and bright and the extra testosterone will make you "alpha". You get what you want. It is what made little art school rejected Hitler into a man who killed millions of people and almost conquered the world.

When you waste your creative sex force masturbating, you will feel relaxed and nice temporarily. After that, you've got 2-3 days of being more angry, unstable, depressed, under the influence of bad thoughts and generally reactive.

You will feel apathetic and lazy. As your life force replenishes, you will feel more alive and active again. But there are far worse problems than that. Sooner or later, the everyday masturbator will be punished for the misuse of his creative organ with a sickness. Either impotency or bladder cancer. Each time you masturbate, you are lowering your sex force below the spine even, corrupting your mind and becoming more vile.

The more risen your force is, the more you are close to your best version of bhenchod you!

Conversely the more downwards your energy goes, the more you strengthen the satan inside you.

Just start striving to masturbate less and less. Once a week at most. It is okay if you fail again and again and again, and again.

Even if you have a breakdown and do ungodly deeds to yourself 4 days in a row. Just don't stop trying. Remember that deep down, you know that you want more than this and that you don't truly like this. You will realise that it is just the evil influences of you own personal addiction, "demons" that you are fighting, and that you can ignore them and say "No".

You have control over yourself, they want you to think you don't. As long as you don't stop trying, you will be bettering yourself. Strive to calm down your perverse sexuality, then strive to masturbate even less than once a week.

Massage your sexual organ and stimulate it to keep it healthy and away from degenerating. But do not have sexual thoughts while doing it.