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It is all so tiring. Why does God give some people such hard struggles? My parents separated when I was 3, until I was 12 I was raised by my mother who was a heavy alcoholic. I was bullied at school because I always wore dirty and donated clothes. I probably would have roped by then, but God gave me some more lifefuel. When I was 13, my mother moved in with her new boyfriend and my sister and I moved back with my father. He beat me, but at the new school I could at least feel a glimpse of a joyful life. I reinvented myself, was pre-pubescent, looked good, everyone wanted to do things with me and girls wanted me in droves. But this phase of joy only lasted for a short time because I didn't hit puberty until I was fucking 17. I was 1.60 m at 16 and went from mogger to bullied again. I didn't go to a single birthday party and didn't even have any friends because my father lives in a cow village and didn't even think of driving me anywhere. After I wasted my youth and started studying at 18, I finally hit puberty and grew to 1.90 m tall in three years. You might think that this has given me a new zest for life, but no, because I have now almost finished my studies at 23, still have acne, an ugly face and am slowly starting to go bald. I haven't made a single friend in the 5 years I've been studying. I will probably start joining the Wagecage next year and never leave. The time period when others had fun is over and no looksmaxxing in the world can ever bring it back. At best, I end up with a washed-up wife at 30 and have children who share the same genetic fate. I am the cog that makes Chad's beautiful life possible. I haven't given up yet and I keep trying to Looksmax, but every hair that falls out is a piece of lost will to live.
 
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over, there is a rave outside of my dorm. Chads are not even letting me sleep
 
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It is sad. I also smell bad. No one likes me. No friends. Always alone. Barely speak.
 
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Paragraphs my nigga
Didn’t read
Gahahahahha
 
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Vent on deez nuts my nigha
 
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Chads ain't letting you sleep by fucking or what's up with that? Sorry, I only read the second post, but that's ok if you need to offload that weight off your chest.
 
Brutal. Meanwhile I’ve been surrounded by subhumans my whole life, lived in a stable 2 parent household faced no real obstacles in life and still ended up a loser faggot.
 
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Brutal. Meanwhile I’ve been surrounded by subhumans my whole life, lived in a stable 2 parent household faced no real obstacles in life and still ended up a loser faggot.
You can still make it though
 
You have two options: 1) LDAR 2) Never give up. Which one will you choose? Life deals a shitty hand to many people. You have a way to type this message. You weren't born in Africa. You seem intelligent. Be happy with what you have, or else life will take everything from you. Including the things you didn't know you should've been grateful for.
 
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You have two options: 1) LDAR 2) Never give up. Which one will you choose? Life deals a shitty hand to many people. You have a way to type this message. You weren't born in Africa. You seem intelligent. Be happy with what you have, or else life will take everything from you. Including the things you didn't know you should've been grateful for.
Wholesomecel. I try. But I am most concerned about the transience of life.
 
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Wholesomecel. I try. But I am most concerned about the transience of life.
Everything is transitory in nature. That's actually the better part of life. Nothing lasts forever, and that includes pain.
 
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Some people were born to fail. It was their destiny to become what they are. That's the brutal blackpill for people like us, no matter what we think we should have done, it was always going to lead to this. It's not over because it never even began.
 
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Some people were born to fail. It was their destiny to become what they are. That's the brutal blackpill for people like us, no matter what we think we should have done, it was always going to lead to this. It's not over because it never even began.
True. But we will stay in this life for another 60 years. So why not try to improve it as much as possible? Its this or Roping, no in between
 
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You can vent to me brother
 
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Are you on hairloss treatment?
 
Are you on hairloss treatment?
No, not yet. I am researching the possibilities and already ordered a Dermapen. I am wondering if it is Iron Deficiency though, because just one year ago i had really full curly hair. As far as my research goes, iron deficiency would result in hair loss on the whole head though and not mainly in the widow peaks were i experience it.

I also have the feeling that the water in my dorm is not good for my hair. The water is very soft, but my hair looks either totally greasy or dull and not very voluminous. In my parents' house my hair is much better, there is more lime in the water. Do you think salt water spray could help?
 
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True. But we will stay in this life for another 60 years. So why not try to improve it as much as possible? Its this or Roping, no in between
It is all so tiring. Why does God give some people such hard struggles? My parents separated when I was 3, until I was 12 I was raised by my mother who was a heavy alcoholic. I was bullied at school because I always wore dirty and donated clothes. I probably would have roped by then, but God gave me some more lifefuel. When I was 13, my mother moved in with her new boyfriend and my sister and I moved back with my father. He beat me, but at the new school I could at least feel a glimpse of a joyful life. I reinvented myself, was pre-pubescent, looked good, everyone wanted to do things with me and girls wanted me in droves. But this phase of joy only lasted for a short time because I didn't hit puberty until I was fucking 17. I was 1.60 m at 16 and went from mogger to bullied again. I didn't go to a single birthday party and didn't even have any friends because my father lives in a cow village and didn't even think of driving me anywhere. After I wasted my youth and started studying at 18, I finally hit puberty and grew to 1.90 m tall in three years. You might think that this has given me a new zest for life, but no, because I have now almost finished my studies at 23, still have acne, an ugly face and am slowly starting to go bald. I haven't made a single friend in the 5 years I've been studying. I will probably start joining the Wagecage next year and never leave. The time period when others had fun is over and no looksmaxxing in the world can ever bring it back. At best, I end up with a washed-up wife at 30 and have children who share the same genetic fate. I am the cog that makes Chad's beautiful life possible. I haven't given up yet and I keep trying to Looksmax, but every hair that falls out is a piece of lost will to live.
For a few weeks now, my father has also started telling me that I don't meet his standards. That my face is fat, greasy and pimply and that I should finally have a rhinoplasty. Nigga you gave me these genes. No woman can break a man, but your own family hurts. I don't even dare look in the mirror or take pictures anymore. If I don't rise through hardmaxxing I can only hope for rebirth.
 
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For a few weeks now, my father has also started telling me that I don't meet his standards. That my face is fat, greasy and pimply and that I should finally have a rhinoplasty. Nigga you gave me these genes. No woman can break a man, but your own family hurts. I don't even dare look in the mirror or take pictures anymore. If I don't rise through hardmaxxing I can only hope for rebirth.
Atleast you've been given the green light to get surgery. My family gaslight even though i obviously need rhino.
 
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Atleast you've been given the green light to get surgery. My family gaslight even though i obviously need rhino.
My sister says the same lol. But my father is a stone-cold business man, i know that he tells the truth. I would just ask random people on Omegle for a rating in your case.
 
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It is all so tiring. Why does God give some people such hard struggles? My parents separated when I was 3, until I was 12 I was raised by my mother who was a heavy alcoholic. I was bullied at school because I always wore dirty and donated clothes. I probably would have roped by then, but God gave me some more lifefuel. When I was 13, my mother moved in with her new boyfriend and my sister and I moved back with my father. He beat me, but at the new school I could at least feel a glimpse of a joyful life. I reinvented myself, was pre-pubescent, looked good, everyone wanted to do things with me and girls wanted me in droves. But this phase of joy only lasted for a short time because I didn't hit puberty until I was fucking 17. I was 1.60 m at 16 and went from mogger to bullied again. I didn't go to a single birthday party and didn't even have any friends because my father lives in a cow village and didn't even think of driving me anywhere. After I wasted my youth and started studying at 18, I finally hit puberty and grew to 1.90 m tall in three years. You might think that this has given me a new zest for life, but no, because I have now almost finished my studies at 23, still have acne, an ugly face and am slowly starting to go bald. I haven't made a single friend in the 5 years I've been studying. I will probably start joining the Wagecage next year and never leave. The time period when others had fun is over and no looksmaxxing in the world can ever bring it back. At best, I end up with a washed-up wife at 30 and have children who share the same genetic fate. I am the cog that makes Chad's beautiful life possible. I haven't given up yet and I keep trying to Looksmax, but every hair that falls out is a piece of lost will to live.
join the military
 
Turn to Jesus he is waiting for you and let him guide you
 
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Didn’t read nigguh sorry
 
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It is all so tiring. Why does God give some people such hard struggles? My parents separated when I was 3, until I was 12 I was raised by my mother who was a heavy alcoholic. I was bullied at school because I always wore dirty and donated clothes. I probably would have roped by then, but God gave me some more lifefuel. When I was 13, my mother moved in with her new boyfriend and my sister and I moved back with my father. He beat me, but at the new school I could at least feel a glimpse of a joyful life. I reinvented myself, was pre-pubescent, looked good, everyone wanted to do things with me and girls wanted me in droves. But this phase of joy only lasted for a short time because I didn't hit puberty until I was fucking 17. I was 1.60 m at 16 and went from mogger to bullied again. I didn't go to a single birthday party and didn't even have any friends because my father lives in a cow village and didn't even think of driving me anywhere. After I wasted my youth and started studying at 18, I finally hit puberty and grew to 1.90 m tall in three years. You might think that this has given me a new zest for life, but no, because I have now almost finished my studies at 23, still have acne, an ugly face and am slowly starting to go bald. I haven't made a single friend in the 5 years I've been studying. I will probably start joining the Wagecage next year and never leave. The time period when others had fun is over and no looksmaxxing in the world can ever bring it back. At best, I end up with a washed-up wife at 30 and have children who share the same genetic fate. I am the cog that makes Chad's beautiful life possible. I haven't given up yet and I keep trying to Looksmax, but every hair that falls out is a piece of lost will to live.

Did your parents decide to separate or did God?

Did your mother decide to drink alcohol or did God?

Did your father beat you or did God?
 
Did your parents decide to separate or did God?

Did your mother decide to drink alcohol or did God?

Did your father beat you or did God?
Not the guy which doesnt exist
 
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Just live your life as if you had a cool youth. It's all in your head

Keep going
 
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Don’t be rude, asshole.
I didn’t mean to

Would you keep blaming Goku for your problems and crying about him not helping you

Then posting about him multiple times and saying he doesn’t exist?

Like wtf nigga
 
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I didn’t mean to

Would you keep blaming Goku for your problems and crying about him not helping you

Then posting about him multiple times and saying he doesn’t exist?

Like wtf nigga
I didn’t read the post, just saw your comment and I took it out of context. I agree, you shouldn’t blame others for your problems. That’s lame.
 
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