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having gingivitis going into 21 made my hyoid move forward and down making my skin looser, ogee curve dulled etc. basically net neutral because my skin used to be terrible. Now my skin is almost perfect but my hyoid is cooked. I used to be effortless with it but now i feel like a fag in almost every situation because of how aware i am of the sagging. I started tret so we’ll see what that does about tautness. I have lots of other qualities keeping me from committing suicide but my personality is nosediving due to me being fixated on microfailos that are slowly turning me from a prettyboy into an ogrelite. And all that worrying just makes me uglier. I get disgusted and don’t feel like myself whenever I look in the mirror. Everything feels like cope atp i need to focus on my craft and like, doing the things I love, but I just can’t bring myself to live in the moment without thinking about the skin on the side of my face and neck slowly migrating. I’m locking back into good habits so I trust that I will eventually settle into an appearance I don’t worry about every fucking second, but I might need to dimomax and lean into masculine traits because I genuinely believe no softmax or surgery will bring back my old structure.
This is probably boring af without pictures but I just need to get it out of my system. Thanks for listening bros
This is probably boring af without pictures but I just need to get it out of my system. Thanks for listening bros
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