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BeChadOrDieTryin'
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And tomorrow she’s flying back to Poland
Actually she has very good personality: cleans everything for me, cleans my dishes after meals (even if she ate nothing), doing all my fetishes in bed etc. But honestly, I’m not attracted to her. She wanted to spend 5 days with me without me asking so I thought I’d just ejaculate and evacuate.
But things were more complicated than I thought. After the blackpill I came to realize that I could never enjoy the company of someone I don’t find sexual attractive. So this time with her was just annoying: She asked me loads of stupid questions and said cheesy words while I was just feeling bored.
Now I’m feeling a strong desire to ghost her the moment she’s on board. In the near future I’ll just live by my be chad or die motto, concentrate on looksmaxing and stop wasting my time with foids I don’t genuinely desire.
Actually she has very good personality: cleans everything for me, cleans my dishes after meals (even if she ate nothing), doing all my fetishes in bed etc. But honestly, I’m not attracted to her. She wanted to spend 5 days with me without me asking so I thought I’d just ejaculate and evacuate.
But things were more complicated than I thought. After the blackpill I came to realize that I could never enjoy the company of someone I don’t find sexual attractive. So this time with her was just annoying: She asked me loads of stupid questions and said cheesy words while I was just feeling bored.
Now I’m feeling a strong desire to ghost her the moment she’s on board. In the near future I’ll just live by my be chad or die motto, concentrate on looksmaxing and stop wasting my time with foids I don’t genuinely desire.