
Deleted member 7753
If you only knew how good things really were
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I went out with a member of my group in university and his friends a few days ago. I tried to join the conversation but it went as one would expect; they talked about situations they experienced together. I didn't get to say much, not because I'm antisocial or high inhib and whatnot, but because they grew up together and I was just an outsider. I felt like shit as I already knew that I didn't have a friend group like they did, and I never would. I simply can't trust anyone, I already knew that, this was simply a reminder.
There was a woman in the friend group of my "colleague" (for lack of a better word), a 20-year-old slut. She explained to us that she didn't like hanging out with women as there's always too much drama, she didn't like to judge other women or to be judged and that, get this, they tend to be sluts, as she was wearing a netted pants or whatever it's called with mini jeans covering her upper thighs and a crop top in 10°C (50°F) degree weather. The irony was killing me, so I asked her why did she feel like they were sluts and she responded that other women sleeped around pointlessly and shame other women for the exact same thing. I then asked her if she had sleeped around, if she has had a one night stand before, and she said she has had several but she planned on stopping when she "matured". I wish I was kidding, an ugly below average 5'3" whore didn't feel like a slut because she planned on getting married to a guy later on in life and didn't point fingers like her peers.
I didn't pay much attention to her, or any other woman in general, but it hit me today; there's no point to looks. Sure other people treat you better, you get paid more, you get to have sex with whores. Great I get to work a 9-5 job as everyone else, but I get paid a bit more and I have sex with whores. Is this the dream everyone here is looking forward to? Do the exact same thing till you die? You can have most of these with a proper career choice and hookers.
There's nothing to look forward to, no kids since having kids with a whore is a legal and mental handicap, no incentive to work since over 50% of my paycheck goes to fund illegal migrants, no anything. If this is the life that awaits me I might as well blow my brains out right now to save myself the pain from seeing the societal collapse in a few years.
There was a woman in the friend group of my "colleague" (for lack of a better word), a 20-year-old slut. She explained to us that she didn't like hanging out with women as there's always too much drama, she didn't like to judge other women or to be judged and that, get this, they tend to be sluts, as she was wearing a netted pants or whatever it's called with mini jeans covering her upper thighs and a crop top in 10°C (50°F) degree weather. The irony was killing me, so I asked her why did she feel like they were sluts and she responded that other women sleeped around pointlessly and shame other women for the exact same thing. I then asked her if she had sleeped around, if she has had a one night stand before, and she said she has had several but she planned on stopping when she "matured". I wish I was kidding, an ugly below average 5'3" whore didn't feel like a slut because she planned on getting married to a guy later on in life and didn't point fingers like her peers.
I didn't pay much attention to her, or any other woman in general, but it hit me today; there's no point to looks. Sure other people treat you better, you get paid more, you get to have sex with whores. Great I get to work a 9-5 job as everyone else, but I get paid a bit more and I have sex with whores. Is this the dream everyone here is looking forward to? Do the exact same thing till you die? You can have most of these with a proper career choice and hookers.
There's nothing to look forward to, no kids since having kids with a whore is a legal and mental handicap, no incentive to work since over 50% of my paycheck goes to fund illegal migrants, no anything. If this is the life that awaits me I might as well blow my brains out right now to save myself the pain from seeing the societal collapse in a few years.
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