Makeyousit
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i technically never had that type of "lifestyle"
never cared about slaying like that.. as in, for me to get attention is wayy more important.. i mean.. i care about pussy too..
but the point is.. id never be/have been bitter about seeing others slay (people on social media in mogger countries_
cuz i know ican do it too
and that i mog them
its not even about slaying tho either really
at all (its about just having fun and shit ig.. sounds corny)
but i also know the effects of it on your neurotransmitters and how important it is..
in your young adulthood especially
and i got none of it
all i got was fucking cortisol
seeing others have shit
been rotting HARDCORE since 18... first this covid bs
uni experience my ass..
its filled with unnattractive whores, and theres nothing going on there regardless
i oneitised someone but it never came about.. cuz of shit circumstances
fuck her too..
fuck everything there
AND NOW ITS FUCKING OVERRRRR LMAOAOAOAOOAO
theres no going back
its wayy past that point.. and i gotta studycell harddd to make something of my life.. or else its toast
med school and that
i just recently got to that point mentally
have stopped caring about all the dopamine spiking activities
beyond asf of that
never had it too technically
am i over it?? not really..
will i make people pay?? yes most def
cuz i FEEL LIKE IT YOU MOTHERFUCKERS
and also ideally i wanna fame/sexsymbolmaxx rahter than white color job maxxx
so we'll see
BUT EVERYTHING WILL BACKFIRE
AND THATS ON MY NAME
its either everything or jail
never cared about slaying like that.. as in, for me to get attention is wayy more important.. i mean.. i care about pussy too..
but the point is.. id never be/have been bitter about seeing others slay (people on social media in mogger countries_
cuz i know ican do it too
and that i mog them
its not even about slaying tho either really
at all (its about just having fun and shit ig.. sounds corny)
but i also know the effects of it on your neurotransmitters and how important it is..
in your young adulthood especially
and i got none of it
all i got was fucking cortisol
seeing others have shit
been rotting HARDCORE since 18... first this covid bs
uni experience my ass..
its filled with unnattractive whores, and theres nothing going on there regardless
i oneitised someone but it never came about.. cuz of shit circumstances
fuck her too..
fuck everything there
AND NOW ITS FUCKING OVERRRRR LMAOAOAOAOOAO
theres no going back
its wayy past that point.. and i gotta studycell harddd to make something of my life.. or else its toast
med school and that
i just recently got to that point mentally
have stopped caring about all the dopamine spiking activities
beyond asf of that
never had it too technically
am i over it?? not really..
will i make people pay?? yes most def
cuz i FEEL LIKE IT YOU MOTHERFUCKERS
and also ideally i wanna fame/sexsymbolmaxx rahter than white color job maxxx
so we'll see
BUT EVERYTHING WILL BACKFIRE
AND THATS ON MY NAME
its either everything or jail