just realized.. never got the chance to "have fun" and now its late

[Deleted member 21628]

i technically never had that type of "lifestyle"

never cared about slaying like that.. as in, for me to get attention is wayy more important.. i mean.. i care about pussy too..


but the point is.. id never be/have been bitter about seeing others slay (people on social media in mogger countries_

cuz i know ican do it too

and that i mog them


its not even about slaying tho either really

at all (its about just having fun and shit ig.. sounds corny)



but i also know the effects of it on your neurotransmitters and how important it is..

in your young adulthood especially


and i got none of it

all i got was fucking cortisol

seeing others have shit




been rotting HARDCORE since 18... first this covid bs

uni experience my ass..

its filled with unnattractive whores, and theres nothing going on there regardless

i oneitised someone but it never came about.. cuz of shit circumstances

fuck her too..


fuck everything there


AND NOW ITS FUCKING OVERRRRR LMAOAOAOAOOAO

theres no going back



its wayy past that point.. and i gotta studycell harddd to make something of my life.. or else its toast


med school and that



i just recently got to that point mentally


have stopped caring about all the dopamine spiking activities

beyond asf of that

never had it too technically



am i over it?? not really..

will i make people pay?? yes most def

cuz i FEEL LIKE IT YOU MOTHERFUCKERS



and also ideally i wanna fame/sexsymbolmaxx rahter than white color job maxxx

so we'll see



BUT EVERYTHING WILL BACKFIRE

AND THATS ON MY NAME



its either everything or jail

 

[Deleted member 25245]

Is it too late at 17?

 

[Deleted member 21628]

Is it too late at 17?

not really

 

[ascension]

Spoiler

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i technically never had that type of "lifestyle"

never cared about slaying like that.. as in, for me to get attention is wayy more important.. i mean.. i care about pussy too..


but the point is.. id never be/have been bitter about seeing others slay (people on social media in mogger countries_

cuz i know ican do it too

and that i mog them


its not even about slaying tho either really

at all (its about just having fun and shit ig.. sounds corny)



but i also know the effects of it on your neurotransmitters and how important it is..

in your young adulthood especially


and i got none of it

all i got was fucking cortisol

seeing others have shit




been rotting HARDCORE since 18... first this covid bs

uni experience my ass..

its filled with unnattractive whores, and theres nothing going on there regardless

i oneitised someone but it never came about.. cuz of shit circumstances

fuck her too..


fuck everything there


AND NOW ITS FUCKING OVERRRRR LMAOAOAOAOOAO

theres no going back



its wayy past that point.. and i gotta studycell harddd to make something of my life.. or else its toast


med school and that



i just recently got to that point mentally


have stopped caring about all the dopamine spiking activities

beyond asf of that

never had it too technically



am i over it?? not really..

will i make people pay?? yes most def

cuz i FEEL LIKE IT YOU MOTHERFUCKERS



and also ideally i wanna fame/sexsymbolmaxx rahter than white color job maxxx

so we'll see



BUT EVERYTHING WILL BACKFIRE

AND THATS ON MY NAME



its either everything or jail

This the kinda shit that makes me go Joker mode.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Is it too late at 17?

Nah

Not even too late at 18

 

[Dr. Bludy]

i technically never had that type of "lifestyle"

never cared about slaying like that.. as in, for me to get attention is wayy more important.. i mean.. i care about pussy too..


but the point is.. id never be/have been bitter about seeing others slay (people on social media in mogger countries_

cuz i know ican do it too

and that i mog them


its not even about slaying tho either really

at all (its about just having fun and shit ig.. sounds corny)



but i also know the effects of it on your neurotransmitters and how important it is..

in your young adulthood especially


and i got none of it

all i got was fucking cortisol

seeing others have shit




been rotting HARDCORE since 18... first this covid bs

uni experience my ass..

its filled with unnattractive whores, and theres nothing going on there regardless

i oneitised someone but it never came about.. cuz of shit circumstances

fuck her too..


fuck everything there


AND NOW ITS FUCKING OVERRRRR LMAOAOAOAOOAO

theres no going back



its wayy past that point.. and i gotta studycell harddd to make something of my life.. or else its toast


med school and that



i just recently got to that point mentally


have stopped caring about all the dopamine spiking activities

beyond asf of that

never had it too technically



am i over it?? not really..

will i make people pay?? yes most def

cuz i FEEL LIKE IT YOU MOTHERFUCKERS



and also ideally i wanna fame/sexsymbolmaxx rahter than white color job maxxx

so we'll see



BUT EVERYTHING WILL BACKFIRE

AND THATS ON MY NAME



its either everything or jail

OvER

 

[Gonthar]

It's never too late!

 

[Deleted member 21628]

It's never too late!

Clearly mentioned it has nothing to do with pussy

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