just sitting at the park

[IDontBlameAnybody]

casually ldaring in the park after the worst day of my life

its so fucking over

 

[Number1Greycel]

What happened bhai

 

[krieg]

Is that the uk

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Is that the uk

estonia

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

What happened bhai

getting rejected, being insulted and just overall using alc as a cope has brought me to this point. I drink like once a week so defo not some addiction bs

Genuinely fucking hate how I look like

 

[Number1Greycel]

getting rejected, being insulted and just overall using alc as a cope has brought me to this point. I drink like once a week so defo not some addiction bs

Genuinely fucking hate how I look like

That’s rough it’s even more rough realising you can’t really change much but atleast you get to decide what you do next

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

That’s rough it’s even more rough realising you can’t really change much but atleast you get to decide what you do next

ya I’m getting a bunch of surgeries, eye area done in july and lefort 1 + genio next year

not that im gonna kms or anything, its just that im very fucking sad lol

 

[Number1Greycel]

ya I’m getting a bunch of surgeries, eye area done in july and lefort 1 + genio next year

not that im gonna kms or anything, its just that im very fucking sad lol

Hope it goes well for you and I hope you get better soon

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Hope it goes well for you and I hope you get better soon

thank you man genuinely

 

[DownwardGrowthCel]

chill dude ig

 

[andlooksmax98]

getting rejected, being insulted and just overall using alc as a cope has brought me to this point. I drink like once a week so defo not some addiction bs

Genuinely fucking hate how I look like

Lock in brother everything is possible

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Lock in brother everything is possible

Im locked in already, I’m just in insane agony right now, I feel so so fucking bad. Just constantly getting rejected.

Lol people are dreaming about cars and money, I’m deadass dreaming about a pretty girlfriend, just sucks that I’m too fucking ugly for one AS OF NOW.

 

[andlooksmax98]

Im locked in already, I’m just in insane agony right now, I feel so so fucking bad. Just constantly getting rejected.

Lol people are dreaming about cars and money, I’m deadass dreaming about a pretty girlfriend, just sucks that I’m too fucking ugly for one AS OF NOW.

Key sentence:as of now

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Key sentence:as of now

yeah hopefully man.. I’m trying to be optimistic too but I fucking hate myself so fucking much as of now. I even told my mom about my problem and she was like very very surprised.

Never thought I’ll tell her tbh, I’m just in such pain rn that I had to, I just told her in a non-retarded way about my problems with looks and girls. It was so fucking hard to not cry but I didn’t. Ik it sounds like I’m a huge little bitch, but this shit just gets to me and I’m very fucking sad.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Key sentence:as of now

I literally never thought I’ll tell my parents but I was just so fucking sad that I had to man, she asked if anything is wrong and that I look sad and I can usually hide it well but rn its pretty unbearable so yea… I just told her and then went upstairs later, made sure noone is closeby and balled my eyes out lol

 

[andlooksmax98]

yeah hopefully man.. I’m trying to be optimistic too but I fucking hate myself so fucking much as of now. I even told my mom about my problem and she was like very very surprised.

Never thought I’ll tell her tbh, I’m just in such pain rn that I had to, I just told her in a non-retarded way about my problems with looks and girls. It was so fucking hard to not cry but I didn’t. Ik it sounds like I’m a huge little bitch, but this shit just gets to me and I’m very fucking sad.

I understand you bro a lot of guys have the same problem on here,i wish you the best with your ascension and know that one day you will for sure slay any girl you want just keep trying

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

I understand you bro a lot of guys have the same problem on here,i wish you the best with your ascension and know that one day you will for sure slay any girl you want just keep trying

thanks man, not giving up. Just thought maybe talking about it here will help, I try to visit .org 3/week max rn, since it mostly wastes my time, but rn I feel like it helps me to feel better

 

[andlooksmax98]

thanks man, not giving up. Just thought maybe talking about it here will help, I try to visit .org 3/week max rn, since it mostly wastes my time, but rn I feel like it helps me to feel better

There are good people on here that could really help you dont hold it inside and the plan with the .org sounds good