koidfilla69420
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When I was 8 years old, I was given an iq test to determine if I belonged in the talented and gifted program. That test revealed to the whole world that I had an iq of a respectable 142, revealing I was and still am a true iqlet. This came with an unexpected caveat, though. This iq largely came from the only positive effect of what would reveal itself as Aspergers. I am fully aware of my autism, unlike many fellow spergies, and am able to mask it in public. I still exhibit symptoms like extreme hyperfixations, mild stimming, and a partial lack of social awareness. Despite many attempts at masking, it's like everyone around me could just tell. I had no friends in elementary school. In middle school, people would make up accusations about me for the sole purpose of justifying beating my ass. Now, as I've gotten older, I've finally surrounded myself with a group of 7-8 other dudes who care about me despite how, quite frankly, obnoxious I am at times. Recently, I've taken the never stress pill and came to the realization that I have a finite amount of time before my inevitable mortality and worrying about life is wasting that little time I've got. I've gone all in on social isolation and never leave the house except for school, church, and work. What time I do spend socially is with people who love me for who I am, and it's very freeing not having to prove something to people who already hate me because of my looks and autism. Also surrounding myself with those with similar interests (gymcelling, most of my close friends are teammates on our school wl team) Quite frankly, I've never been happier. Just do it bros it will work out in the end.
tldr: If people don't like you find who does and stick with them. If you don't have some find em. Take the christpill too ig
tldr: If people don't like you find who does and stick with them. If you don't have some find em. Take the christpill too ig
