Kinda zoned out listening to depressing music and reading vent threads

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But like I dont even have it bad. Infact, if I tried i could end up like this guy on Instagram doing thirst traps
the problem is i dont.
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i have no memorable memories. I dont have anything to bring to the table. I dont have any goals. I dont have any hobbies. All I do is just rot here till the day ends and I just wait till that day ends. I cope by eating nutritious food knowing that wont help. I am a shell. I have no feelings of my own. I have no discipline and function on just what i want to do, nothing. I have horrible grades because I see no point in them. I am below average in fitness. I have no one who i can trust. I get scared when I see my dad sometimes. Im not suicidal but I never wanted to live. I have nothing going for me. Im not sure how to do a lot of things. I always fuck up somehow. I cant name one good thing about me. I dont care about a lot of things. People never get what im trying to say when I explain things. I know they are all judging me when I turn my back. I get called names. Im a really big hypocrite in a lot of things.

 

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Im not asking for empathy as empathy is not real and I wouldnt care if you made a thread exactly like this

 

[manhattanbound]

tbh id fuck the first guy

 

[Uuatapoiemm]

Did you read mine?
I saw you liked it

 

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these tears are so warm

 

[rawr]

tbh id fuck the first guy

 

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Did you read mine?
I saw you liked it

Maybe I dont remember it

 

[manhattanbound]

 

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Maybe i do have goals but I will never do them because I cant even get up from my bed

 

[Uuatapoiemm]

Maybe I dont remember it

Yeah you liked it 1 hour ago just didn't realize what time it is

 

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@SnowyWeather @sick kunt31 @Sandriguez @copingmaxnt

 

[hitthebong]

You’re a defeatist

 

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Maan fuck the governenanment for making my generation so miserable

 

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You’re a defeatist

What is that

 

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[alexias]

But like I dont even have it bad. Infact, if I tried i could end up like this guy on Instagram doing thirst traps
the problem is i dont.
Song


Or
i have no memorable memories. I dont have anything to bring to the table. I dont have any goals. I dont have any hobbies. All I do is just rot here till the day ends and I just wait till that day ends. I cope by eating nutritious food knowing that wont help. I am a shell. I have no feelings of my own. I have no discipline and function on just what i want to do, nothing. I have horrible grades because I see no point in them. I am below average in fitness. I have no one who i can trust. I get scared when I see my dad sometimes. Im not suicidal but I never wanted to live. I have nothing going for me. Im not sure how to do a lot of things. I always fuck up somehow. I cant name one good thing about me. I dont care about a lot of things. People never get what im trying to say when I explain things. I know they are all judging me when I turn my back. I get called names. Im a really big hypocrite in a lot of things.

Mirin

 

[hitthebong]

What is that

You’ve accepted defeat before you’ve seriously tried. You need to be bold and extreme, you have nothing to lose and all to gain

 

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You’ve accepted defeat before you’ve seriously tried. You need to be bold and extreme, you have nothing to lose and all to gain

Kinda like playing a trumpet. I have no reasoning as why getting up from my bed and moving around will ne any different had I done the same thing I always do. What does "being productive" mean? Why do I have to work?

 

[hitthebong]

Message me

 

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Message me

Why

 

[SnowyWeather]

Damn. That really fucked me up. The twink femboy and then the banger (but depressing ass) music is a wild switch up.

I’m sorry man. I don’t really have an answer. In public I’m kinda similar. I’m trying to make up for it by making memories on my own though.

 

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Damn. That really fucked me up. The twink femboy and then the banger (but depressing ass) music is a wild switch up.

??

 

[SnowyWeather]

??

Got me exited and then abandoned

“Blue balled” as they say

 

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I’m sorry man. I don’t really have an answer. In public I’m kinda similar. I’m trying to make up for it by making memories on my own though.

How do you make memories with no people? People are the most valuable things in the world in my head, next to dogs.

 

[hitthebong]

Why

I guess you don’t want help

 

[hitthebong]

Stay in the pit and die in it

 

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Got me exited and then abandoned

“Blue balled” as they say

Ohh youre talking about the ig video. I thought you were talking about the goat chris cornell

 

[SnowyWeather]

How do you make memories with no people? People are the most valuable things in the world in my head, next to dogs.

It’s probably easier to make memories when I have someone with me, but I can do it alone.

I accompany myself.

 

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I guess you don’t want help

Why would i?

 

[hitthebong]

Why would i?

Like I said die in your pit, people like you deserve to be where you’re at, anything of value takes work. If you avoid it you will be the same. Fuck you

 

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Its so scary going outside just to go walk my dog bc I dont know the rules of the road or where im going. Id much prefer if life was just a list of things I have to do

 

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Like I said die in your pit, people like you deserve to be where you’re at, anything of value takes work. If you avoid it you will be the same. Fuck you

You are no better than me. Both me and you have the same worth in life.

 

[hitthebong]

You are no better than me. Both me and you have the same worth in life.

Yes we are both people if that’s what you mean

 

[afroheadluke]

in depression your brain convincingly lies to you yet that’s not your reality ya know

 

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in depression your brain convincingly lies to you yet that’s not your reality ya know

Idk if i have depression. I never feel sad.

 

[afroheadluke]

Idk if i have depression. I never feel sad.

personally when i was severely depressed because i got falsely accused i didn’t cry i just deeply contemplated for hours in my room

never felt like crying or being sad in the moment but tbh i did think about suicide then and there but then again i didn’t want to lose my life because of something as dumb as that


how else is it like for you just think about it

 

[afroheadluke]

nobody else understands you more than you do lol

 

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personally when i was severely depressed because i got falsely accused i didn’t cry i just deeply contemplated for hours in my room

never felt like crying or being sad in the moment but tbh i did think about suicide then and there but then again i didn’t want to lose my life because of something as dumb as that


how else is it like for you just think about it

Im sorry for responding so late but I cant think of a reason why Im like this. It could be childhood bullying, parents abusing me(yelling negative things in my face, sometimes pushing me, wrestling me, or pulling on my hair) or something else but I feel that none of these affect me. My older brother says that these might affect me without realizing. Might be the music I listen to. People i talk to(alternatives, stoners, and whatnot). Might be the way I was raised since im the youngest in the family so I got different treatment than my siblings. I dont even know what im seen as by others. My dad calls me a worthless punk whos gonna end up homeless, my mom says I lack empathy and compassion for others, my siblings say I have potential to be a good person but I dont see myself changing. My peers at school seem to like me but im not sure. Im not sure about anything.

 

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Oops i misclicked wait

 

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nobody else understands you more than you do lol

I doubt this. Its hard for me to find anyone i can relate to, even on here.

 

[topology]

nobody else understands you more than you do lol

Don't put "lol" in the future. It makes you seem weak. You don't need to signal comfort so he lowers his guard.

 

[afroheadluke]

Don't put "lol" in the future. It makes you seem weak. You don't need to signal comfort so he lowers his guard.

I put “lol” there because even though it sounds obvious, most people don’t really realize that no one else understands you better than you understand yourself. Otherwise people wouldn’t get frustrated when others misunderstand them.




In closing, I added the “lol” because the point sounds obvious, but it really isn’t to most.

I am not joking.

 

[topology]

In closing, I added the “lol” because the point sounds obvious, but it really isn’t to most.

So, you added the "lol" because you know they would find it insulting to say they cannot see what's in front of them. You need to deescalate as there's a fear in your heart.

I am not joking.

Great, I never said you were.

 

[afroheadluke]

So, you added the "lol" because you know they would find it insulting to say they cannot see what's in front of them. You need to deescalate as there's a fear in your heart.


Great, I never said you were.

Now you’re trying to psychoanalyze me (like you always do) and frame me as your submissive mate. I’ve noticed it for a while.

This “argument” ends here.

 

[topology]

Now you’re trying to psychoanalyze me (like you always do) and frame me as your submissive mate. I’ve noticed it for a while.

This “argument” ends here.

Do you dislike that? Do you dislike being dumbed down to a simple framework? To see your entire personality is upon the grasp of my fingers?

Don't mess with me.

 

[afroheadluke]

I doubt this. It’s hard for me to find anyone i can relate to, even on here.

Exactly like I said, nobody understands you more than you do.

Live by this quote if you want

To be alone is the fate of all great minds—a fate deplored at times, but still always chosen as the less grievous of two evils.

Learn to seriously take care of yourself. MrBeast isn’t just going to pop out of nowhere to do your shit for you.

All these choices are yours in your life.

 

[Sandriguez]

But like I dont even have it bad. Infact, if I tried i could end up like this guy on Instagram doing thirst traps
the problem is i dont.
Song


Or
i have no memorable memories. I dont have anything to bring to the table. I dont have any goals. I dont have any hobbies. All I do is just rot here till the day ends and I just wait till that day ends. I cope by eating nutritious food knowing that wont help. I am a shell. I have no feelings of my own. I have no discipline and function on just what i want to do, nothing. I have horrible grades because I see no point in them. I am below average in fitness. I have no one who i can trust. I get scared when I see my dad sometimes. Im not suicidal but I never wanted to live. I have nothing going for me. Im not sure how to do a lot of things. I always fuck up somehow. I cant name one good thing about me. I dont care about a lot of things. People never get what im trying to say when I explain things. I know they are all judging me when I turn my back. I get called names. Im a really big hypocrite in a lot of things.

at the end of the day grav all you have is yourself

 

[copingmaxnt]

But like I dont even have it bad. Infact, if I tried i could end up like this guy on Instagram doing thirst traps
the problem is i dont.
Song


Or
i have no memorable memories. I dont have anything to bring to the table. I dont have any goals. I dont have any hobbies. All I do is just rot here till the day ends and I just wait till that day ends. I cope by eating nutritious food knowing that wont help. I am a shell. I have no feelings of my own. I have no discipline and function on just what i want to do, nothing. I have horrible grades because I see no point in them. I am below average in fitness. I have no one who i can trust. I get scared when I see my dad sometimes. Im not suicidal but I never wanted to live. I have nothing going for me. Im not sure how to do a lot of things. I always fuck up somehow. I cant name one good thing about me. I dont care about a lot of things. People never get what im trying to say when I explain things. I know they are all judging me when I turn my back. I get called names. Im a really big hypocrite in a lot of things.

hope u get better bhai remember nobody is gonna save you except yourself and trust me ts is by experience