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[crossed star]

i dont know if i should kill myself, my dad lost his job, my mom got angry at me and insulted me like i dont know what is on your brain youre 19 and still like that, she thinks am stupid for thinking am really going to throw out my food she prepared for me for getting a whole bunch of ants in it when i dont even want to eat. i know people that read this will say just killyourself but if i can i would not type this think a little with your brain dont just comment to show off how stupid are you. i would.appreciate if you can think on insulting of me. youre saying you care for me but insult me when i dont like what you do, youre getting angry cause you dont like things not getting your way, not because you care for me and you ask me why i dont appreciate you sorry but am smart enough to know my emotions to be sorry for joking cause you dont like it. but am not smart enough to do the things i should not do to get consequenses, you see i cant think right now. i would not even joke around in the first place if i can think cause i know that will be her reaction. i hope i get rid of this depression and be able to think to be able to think enough to choose to kill myself or juat accept it.
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[fajitapocketpxsyy]

Shit has to get rough at some point for brain development just T ts out till you get ur own money and skip