Larp vaping, degenmaxxi for charisma?

[SentinoNieSentinel]

Is this a good idea? I see when people go out, most go smoke and minority is alone. Should I start smoking to get on with people more? They will ask for a vape etc? Or alcohol maxing? Buy some bottle and say I can't drink it by myself? I don't know what to do. I barely ever went to parties, I'm alone, slightly suicidal, going nuts. High school almost ended. It's 4 weeks, then it ends. In 6 weeks there are finals. Then I am free from school for 4,5 months. I will work a lot and workout, maybe sleep max and diet, and if i will grow at least cm then i can blast gh in hope of getting at least 1 inch =2,5 cm. But I wanna fuck some bitches maybe even gf. Stop being a virgin. I can't do it without parties. On my prom one girl was interested in me and other one texted me after. Me after one party almost had average girl to sleep with. Maaaan if I fucked mtb or hmtb life would be good. Man how to get invited. People always lie larp that they got no time or they out, yet I hear about cool things they did on parties. Loneliness is killing me. I need funking parties or outings anything social I'm extrovert but forced to be introvert sorry for chaotic writing.

 

[idontmogu]

holy rant, start smoking not vaping

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

holy rant, start smoking not vaping

Why smoking if everybody vapes???

 

[idontmogu]

Why smoking if everybody vapes???

vaping is gay and bitches dont like it unless you want to bang skanky hoes. Cigs are sexy

 

[ltngreyy]

Is this a good idea? I see when people go out, most go smoke and minority is alone. Should I start smoking to get on with people more? They will ask for a vape etc? Or alcohol maxing? Buy some bottle and say I can't drink it by myself? I don't know what to do. I barely ever went to parties, I'm alone, slightly suicidal, going nuts. High school almost ended. It's 4 weeks, then it ends. In 6 weeks there are finals. Then I am free from school for 4,5 months. I will work a lot and workout, maybe sleep max and diet, and if i will grow at least cm then i can blast gh in hope of getting at least 1 inch =2,5 cm. But I wanna fuck some bitches maybe even gf. Stop being a virgin. I can't do it without parties. On my prom one girl was interested in me and other one texted me after. Me after one party almost had average girl to sleep with. Maaaan if I fucked mtb or hmtb life would be good. Man how to get invited. People always lie larp that they got no time or they out, yet I hear about cool things they did on parties. Loneliness is killing me. I need funking parties or outings anything social I'm extrovert but forced to be introvert sorry for chaotic writing.

Son

 

[astatin]

No?

Just be you.

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

No?

Just be you.

Bro how I be "you" if I am ND and loser. My good physique and being mtn doesn't guarantee me anything. People slander about me and pick on me little by little to leave nothing

 

[jayeo6741]

try moving schools, then your able to make a new personality

Is this a good idea? I see when people go out, most go smoke and minority is alone. Should I start smoking to get on with people more? They will ask for a vape etc? Or alcohol maxing? Buy some bottle and say I can't drink it by myself? I don't know what to do. I barely ever went to parties, I'm alone, slightly suicidal, going nuts. High school almost ended. It's 4 weeks, then it ends. In 6 weeks there are finals. Then I am free from school for 4,5 months. I will work a lot and workout, maybe sleep max and diet, and if i will grow at least cm then i can blast gh in hope of getting at least 1 inch =2,5 cm. But I wanna fuck some bitches maybe even gf. Stop being a virgin. I can't do it without parties. On my prom one girl was interested in me and other one texted me after. Me after one party almost had average girl to sleep with. Maaaan if I fucked mtb or hmtb life would be good. Man how to get invited. People always lie larp that they got no time or they out, yet I hear about cool things they did on parties. Loneliness is killing me. I need funking parties or outings anything social I'm extrovert but forced to be introvert sorry for chaotic writing.

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

try moving schools, then your able to make a new personality

I thought about it. Going to college will change many things. I will move out with my hmtn 6'4 friend so we will probably get a lot of social status points and some bitches, having own place will be good cause I got bad household and ugly house. But yeah I need to make NEW and GOOD impression especially first one. Appreciate your comment man

 

[popeyesniggle]

Lmao surprisingly this kind of works. I haven’t tried it cause I don’t like nicotine but if you vape you can kind of bond with NT kids at your school over it. I’ve seen it happen. Don’t get too addicted though remember to focus on the larp not the act itself

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

Just buy some buprupione fof whenever you wanna quit

 

[ltngreyy]

Is this a good idea? I see when people go out, most go smoke and minority is alone. Should I start smoking to get on with people more? They will ask for a vape etc? Or alcohol maxing? Buy some bottle and say I can't drink it by myself? I don't know what to do. I barely ever went to parties, I'm alone, slightly suicidal, going nuts. High school almost ended. It's 4 weeks, then it ends. In 6 weeks there are finals. Then I am free from school for 4,5 months. I will work a lot and workout, maybe sleep max and diet, and if i will grow at least cm then i can blast gh in hope of getting at least 1 inch =2,5 cm. But I wanna fuck some bitches maybe even gf. Stop being a virgin. I can't do it without parties. On my prom one girl was interested in me and other one texted me after. Me after one party almost had average girl to sleep with. Maaaan if I fucked mtb or hmtb life would be good. Man how to get invited. People always lie larp that they got no time or they out, yet I hear about cool things they did on parties. Loneliness is killing me. I need funking parties or outings anything social I'm extrovert but forced to be introvert sorry for chaotic writing.

Dnr

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

Lmao surprisingly this kind of works. I haven’t tried it cause I don’t like nicotine but if you vape you can kind of bond with NT kids at your school over it. I’ve seen it happen. Don’t get too addicted though remember to focus on the larp not the act itself

Thanks bro, I'm your follower. I today talked with kids and they were cool with it kinda. Yeah I needa laarp. This unhealthy shit will just hurt me. I be getting muscles at 3 months till 18 from just eating not even gym at this moment. Like between 2 and 4 kg in 6 weeks bro I would laarp in here that I am superman but in reality I'm 5 ft 10,5 and prolly will stay this way,but yeah living healthy gave me some things.