larping as a NT is too draining

[Sensitive young ltn]

I have such a hate love relationship with social interactions and my mind is genuinely killing me, ever since starting high school my overthinking of social interactions has been ramping up non stop, even just 30 minutes of conversations of school drains me mentally so bad, assessing every single shitty social cue ( I fucking hate social cues) because what do you mean i shouldve known that person was sad or mad because they had a slight tinge in the way they were talking.

i unironically have to walk in circles for multiple hours after school to simply function properly, i never tell people im autistic because the general population deems any autistic person as not even human and its humilating, is there any way to make social interactions less draining and how can i like make masking easier

 

[piec]

because what do you mean

i instantly know youre one of those tiktok or twitter faggots. they type exactly like that

 

[Sensitive young ltn]

i instantly know youre one of those tiktok or twitter faggots. they type exactly like that

saar i dont use tt and rarely use twitter for gooning purposes. im not fag (im super straight)