Cutecel2001
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I'm writing this text in tears, after going to my faculty's graduation photo and seeing my subhumanity reflected. I don't know how to get sodium nitrite to end it all once and for all. I've tried EVERYTHING to have a normal life. I'm in the middle of exams and I can't mentally break down, but today I will lose the day because I can't put myself in this state. I am horribly ugly and short. I am very short.
My fucking sister and my mother comb my hair horribly and on top of that in the photos they say 'you look handsome'. BITCHES. If I weren't their family, they would say I'm ugly but they just gaslight me.
I couldn't hold back and when I got home I brutally hit them in the head and face.
After this, I don't know how to continue studying with the shitty atmosphere in my house.
I JUST wanted to have a normal life. Nothing more. But thanks to my fucking parents and their genetics, I have been sentenced from day 0.
My fucking sister and my mother comb my hair horribly and on top of that in the photos they say 'you look handsome'. BITCHES. If I weren't their family, they would say I'm ugly but they just gaslight me.
I couldn't hold back and when I got home I brutally hit them in the head and face.
After this, I don't know how to continue studying with the shitty atmosphere in my house.
I JUST wanted to have a normal life. Nothing more. But thanks to my fucking parents and their genetics, I have been sentenced from day 0.