Last leanmax scarred me

[Deleted member 16462]

I ended up in a cycle of binging then doing 1200 calorie days trying to get my gains back. Psychological torture, I could smell food miles away. You have to be a psycho to get really lean, just complete emotional cutoff from your body. Complete cold autistic calculation of calories.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

That’s what I have been doing for the past two months. I have been living off of a <250 kcal diet everyday.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

And 5 years ago, I went from 70 kg to 52 kg. Gave up after that because the stubborn fat below my belly button didn’t go away. I gained all that weight back and more 2/2,5 years later. This time, I started from 85 kg.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

most nourished dalit

Talking about yourself, sandmonkey?

 

[Moggkrates]

yeah the only way it works for me is go full body dysmorphia mode and everytime i look into a mirror i say: you fat disgusting piece of shit, you deserve to be slaughtered and raped. walked past an italian restaurant with garlic and bread smells today, absolutely brutal