Last night I dreamt my former oneitis again

[Lorsss]

She lives rent free in my head.
When I will have fixed my maxillary deficiency and undergone all the surgeries I need, she will be mine.

she is really unfoggable

 

[Aesthetic]

I dream about my ex gfs and when i wake up i have tears in my eyes, its like i cried in my sleep.

Most of the times tho i have nightmares i can't remember and wake up at 3-4 am sweating and gasping for air.

Havent had a nice / normal dream in 2 years