WasianJew
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- Jan 23, 2026
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being a "pretty boy" is lowkey weird like this is not how i want to act lemme be a thug...
Yesterday was straight unfair. I hit this bar where it's 40$ entry for unlimited wine refills all night sounds like a chill spot, right? Walk in at 11 PM, towering over everyone (I'm 6'2 and i was frauding to 6'3 , the next tallest guy was maybe 6'1, and some MTB spots me from across the room. She comes over, chats for 2 minutes, then just pulls out her card and pays my entry like it's nothing. "You're too tall to miss out," she says. I didn't even ask. We end up at a table with her friends (couple HTBs), refilling wine, laughing by 1 AM she's in my lap, whispering she's never seen a guy like me. Hooked up in the bathroom, then back to her place. Casual as always. No strings, no feelings.
This shit started at 16. First "date" was some girl from school who invited me over we made out, she wanted more, but I dipped. Lost my v-card at 16 to a 19 year old I met at a house party. She was older, confident, pulled me into a room after like 10 minutes of flirting. No romance, just raw. She called me "perfect" and wanted to keep going, but I ghosted after a couple weeks. Never had a real girlfriend always casual hookups, switching girls every few weeks. No commitments, no drama.
Now I go to clubs, and it's the same rigged game. Walk in taller than everyone, HTBs and hmtbs lock eyes, approach, dance, end up leaving with one. Last month alone, three different nights with different girls all hot, all begging for more. But I tell them straight: "I don’t know what to do with my life anymore." I'm just chasing dopamine highs smash, switch, repeat. No more love in me. I try to settle sometimes go on a "date," text back but after a week I'm bored, numb, gone. Can't even imagine being with one girl long term. It's like the halo gave me everything, but took away the ability to feel shit for real.
It's diabolical. Truly diabolical. And I don't know how to stop.
right now im dating this girl she is htb i can say she is turning heads but its hard for me to stay loyal and not lose interest after i know i already bagged her
i dont understand why people hate me sometimes i barely talk i cant really stand anyone but i always trying to be nice especially to guys who doesn't get thesame experiences
"yea bro i thumb pull" i just telling guys cope shit jfl
Yesterday was straight unfair. I hit this bar where it's 40$ entry for unlimited wine refills all night sounds like a chill spot, right? Walk in at 11 PM, towering over everyone (I'm 6'2 and i was frauding to 6'3 , the next tallest guy was maybe 6'1, and some MTB spots me from across the room. She comes over, chats for 2 minutes, then just pulls out her card and pays my entry like it's nothing. "You're too tall to miss out," she says. I didn't even ask. We end up at a table with her friends (couple HTBs), refilling wine, laughing by 1 AM she's in my lap, whispering she's never seen a guy like me. Hooked up in the bathroom, then back to her place. Casual as always. No strings, no feelings.
This shit started at 16. First "date" was some girl from school who invited me over we made out, she wanted more, but I dipped. Lost my v-card at 16 to a 19 year old I met at a house party. She was older, confident, pulled me into a room after like 10 minutes of flirting. No romance, just raw. She called me "perfect" and wanted to keep going, but I ghosted after a couple weeks. Never had a real girlfriend always casual hookups, switching girls every few weeks. No commitments, no drama.
Now I go to clubs, and it's the same rigged game. Walk in taller than everyone, HTBs and hmtbs lock eyes, approach, dance, end up leaving with one. Last month alone, three different nights with different girls all hot, all begging for more. But I tell them straight: "I don’t know what to do with my life anymore." I'm just chasing dopamine highs smash, switch, repeat. No more love in me. I try to settle sometimes go on a "date," text back but after a week I'm bored, numb, gone. Can't even imagine being with one girl long term. It's like the halo gave me everything, but took away the ability to feel shit for real.
It's diabolical. Truly diabolical. And I don't know how to stop.
right now im dating this girl she is htb i can say she is turning heads but its hard for me to stay loyal and not lose interest after i know i already bagged her
i dont understand why people hate me sometimes i barely talk i cant really stand anyone but i always trying to be nice especially to guys who doesn't get thesame experiences
"yea bro i thumb pull" i just telling guys cope shit jfl
