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fodenglazer
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Because of some mental problems, I went down the rabithole of being a doomer and got overweight, gaining over 25 pounds, spending all day lying in bed, in the dark in my dorm, watching anime and eating goyslop.
Got smile lines, I couldn't look at the mirror anymore.
Being not lean is genuinely sad when you know you got bones and already know your hollow cheeks would show if you were lean.
Now I'm finally 12.5% bf, and 2.5% (or 1.5 kilos of fat) away from my goal of 10% bf.
I will NEVER let myself become fat or obese or slightly overweight again in my life.
I'll never EVER let myself go even at 30 or 40 or 50..
Not being able to eat and spending time in the mirror waiting for bones to show and manboobs to disappear is brutal.
I'm planning to fast 4 days and do cardio, I think this will do the job knowing my maintainance calories are at about 2300 cals.
Wish me luck and pray for me guys! I will keep looking at pretty boy edits to motivate myself during the fast.
Got smile lines, I couldn't look at the mirror anymore.
Being not lean is genuinely sad when you know you got bones and already know your hollow cheeks would show if you were lean.
Now I'm finally 12.5% bf, and 2.5% (or 1.5 kilos of fat) away from my goal of 10% bf.
I will NEVER let myself become fat or obese or slightly overweight again in my life.
I'll never EVER let myself go even at 30 or 40 or 50..
Not being able to eat and spending time in the mirror waiting for bones to show and manboobs to disappear is brutal.
I'm planning to fast 4 days and do cardio, I think this will do the job knowing my maintainance calories are at about 2300 cals.
Wish me luck and pray for me guys! I will keep looking at pretty boy edits to motivate myself during the fast.