Life as a 16 yr old sub 3 172 cm male

[d9dyriei]

Just a random vent about life and hating myself tbh. Don't post on other platforms please)

Honestly, as an introvert I doesn't really bother me that I am chopped because I don't like going out so I don't but if I do go out to the shops for example, then it just hurts because when you're chopped people just make fun of you, laugh at you or just straight up ignore you and don't let you talk or defend yourself, I grew up being chopped so it doesn't really bother me at all, but if you're an extrovert then being chopped is horrible. I feel like if I was just raised better, had better looking parents then maybe I wouldn't be an introvert because I think the main reason I am an introvert is because I'm chopped and their isn't really any other reason for it, going to school sucks as well, their isn't really any good looking people, all about average looking but it still hurts that I have to put my face out their for anyone at school to see, now I know I'm probably just overthinking and noone at school actually cares but it kinda hurts when you walk up to a group of people you're friends with and suddenly the conversation is over or when someone says 'no-one likes you' or 'kill yourself' and honestly most of the time I just agree with them because I know it's true and I'm just hoping that some day I get to be rid of this life or that I ascend and get treated like a human, I think one of the things that also hurts is going on social media and seeing people you know having parties and that you know you'll never be invited to it because you're chopped, I don't mind but it hurts to know that you were never an option at all. Asking out girls as a chopped dude is the worst experience ever, I've only asked out 2 girls and 1 of them just laughed at me and walked away and the other one also laughed, it would've made me feel better if they at least weren't as mean about it but I know that will never happen and it just makes me think that if my life is this depressing currently then what will it be like when I'm older and if I will ever actually find love and have kids or if I'll just die alone from old age or steroids and peptides. Being chopped isn't that bad in my opinion because nothing really bothers me but it just hurts to know that no-one ever actually cared about you to begin with or that no-one will ever care in the future, even your own friends. Sometimes I look in the mirror as I walk past one and I can just see all my flaws and it honestly just reminds me that no-one cares about me and no-one likes me ever and it just makes my self hatred grow even more everytime I see myself or if someone takes a photo of me and I just cry myself to sleep hoping that it won't be posted online, I personally don't have a single photo of myself. I think being chopped also impacts getting a job alot more then people think, I've had 2 interviews because everyone else just ghost me and I feel like if I wasn't chopped then I would actually get hired rather then getting turned down, I think people who are good looking just have everything easier in life compared to people who are chopped.

Thanks for listening, let me know your opinion on this and check my other post to see what I look like.

 

[fajitapocketpxsyy]

Rope

 

[bradchungus]

https://looksmax.org/threads/how-do-i-fix-my-side-profile-ik-its-bad-16y-and-178cm.1991743/

178 cm in a previous post 172 cm now.

 

[NoExit]

completely over, even the way you type shows

 

[ZygolessBum]

was about to write a whole paragraph to help and analyze but if hes lying then nah

 

[ZygolessBum]

Just a random vent about life and hating myself tbh. Don't post on other platforms please)

Honestly, as an introvert I doesn't really bother me that I am chopped because I don't like going out so I don't but if I do go out to the shops for example, then it just hurts because when you're chopped people just make fun of you, laugh at you or just straight up ignore you and don't let you talk or defend yourself, I grew up being chopped so it doesn't really bother me at all, but if you're an extrovert then being chopped is horrible. I feel like if I was just raised better, had better looking parents then maybe I wouldn't be an introvert because I think the main reason I am an introvert is because I'm chopped and their isn't really any other reason for it, going to school sucks as well, their isn't really any good looking people, all about average looking but it still hurts that I have to put my face out their for anyone at school to see, now I know I'm probably just overthinking and noone at school actually cares but it kinda hurts when you walk up to a group of people you're friends with and suddenly the conversation is over or when someone says 'no-one likes you' or 'kill yourself' and honestly most of the time I just agree with them because I know it's true and I'm just hoping that some day I get to be rid of this life or that I ascend and get treated like a human, I think one of the things that also hurts is going on social media and seeing people you know having parties and that you know you'll never be invited to it because you're chopped, I don't mind but it hurts to know that you were never an option at all. Asking out girls as a chopped dude is the worst experience ever, I've only asked out 2 girls and 1 of them just laughed at me and walked away and the other one also laughed, it would've made me feel better if they at least weren't as mean about it but I know that will never happen and it just makes me think that if my life is this depressing currently then what will it be like when I'm older and if I will ever actually find love and have kids or if I'll just die alone from old age or steroids and peptides. Being chopped isn't that bad in my opinion because nothing really bothers me but it just hurts to know that no-one ever actually cared about you to begin with or that no-one will ever care in the future, even your own friends. Sometimes I look in the mirror as I walk past one and I can just see all my flaws. It honestly just reminds me that no-one cares about me and no-one likes me ever. It just makes my self hatred grow even more everytime I see myself or if someone takes a photo of me and I just cry myself to sleep hoping that it won't be posted online, I personally don't have a single photo of myself. I think being chopped also impacts getting a job alot more then people think, I've had 2 interviews because everyone else just ghost me and I feel like if I wasn't chopped then I would actually get hired rather then getting turned down, I think people who are good looking just have everything easier in life compared to people who are chopped.

Thanks for listening, let me know your opinion on this and check my other post to see what I look like.

How are you gonna say you dont care and then go on a rant about it? the first step is to be honest with yourself and stop coping, so let me correct you, yes you do care, and you would do anything to ascend and have a better life. Nobody "doesnt care", its only normal to want to improve. The 2nd step is realizing nobody is coming to save you. You cant "hope" you will ascend, hoping isnt gonna give you a chad skull, you have to take initiative. 3rd thing is, your having this weak pussy mindset of nobody likes me i should die, and my only response to everything is that you just dont want it bad enough. You never knew what it truly felt like to be disregarded in every aspect, disrespected, looked at disgustingly, and therefore you just dont want it badly enough. If you really did, you would get the fuck up, start improving yourself, and do anything you can to improve your life in all aspects. Just think about how sad it is. Years of your potential wasted of you beating yourself down. After this you wont have any more chances, so get up, and take the initiative, and please fucking strengthen your mindest, its fucking horrible, it sounds like you want it to happen from the way you are speaking. If you need help, send me your face in dms and ill evaluate and do the best i can to help.

 

[xenovia]

yeah bro that actually sucks and its over GEEG

 

[14yearoldpslmogger]

hey bro i seen how you look (and also seen that you are 178 but now you claim 172???) from what i see you are probably overthinking it you are right about average facially which is really not bad, if you had a good friend group or a social group you'd def not care about your looks so much, i relate to you on alot of things that you said even as a guy that is deemed attractive i still cant help but think what others say about me how they think i look and other stuff, what id do if i was you is
gym
sleep enough
eat enough
get gains from gym
fix my skin
darken my eyebrows
find a good friendgroup, i know easier said than done but if you want it it will happen, hell i will start taking roids to complete the gym part because i want it to happen, anyways dude cheers

 

[d9dyriei]

My height is like

https://looksmax.org/threads/how-do-i-fix-my-side-profile-ik-its-bad-16y-and-178cm.1991743/

178 cm in a previous post 172 cm now.

idk, people say I'm 178 but when I measure myself I'm 172 and sometimes 171 or 175

 

[d9dyriei]

completely over, even the way you type shows

How

 

[d9dyriei]

Rope

Thinking abt it