life be feeling a bit bland...

[witedudzz]

i mean i used to have shit misc, and had somme genuine struggles socially. but i've been learning to hide the emotional scars and i'm looking good rn, even got a gf. overall you'd expect life to feel way more fun, but it's actually all about the journey. and so once you get to your finish line you'd set yourself, you just end u turning around, getting bored and looking for better shit. so you get more outwardgoing, and you make new friends. fun. you deepen you social relationships and start having fun. but wanting something that's difficultly attainable but still not that hard is the real deal. and it gets harder to find shit. been getting into bodyboarding and killin it. overall i'm looking for some new shit that's genuinely hard and challenging mentally. i tried going for competitions in math and coding but i genuinely cook my whole class at it so it's just feeling pretty boring. hoping to get that redhead girl i entered a coding comp with. she looks good and feels great to be around with, like safe.

living good overall but i feel something lacking.. got any advice ??

I feel like physical contact would really help but people don't do hugs like that.

 

[Clqs]

I'm not reading, but whatever