Diavolu_turcu
ldaring 24/7
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All my life ive been ldaring… never could be consistent with anything (being nd sucks).
For the past month Ive wanted to “release” myself from this utter curse of loving to ldar, I sat with my mind and asked myself (this was while i was ldaring ofc), “If i put in effort, obviously good changes WILL happen… its just water right?” So i decided to do atleast try progressively to improve.
I fucking wish i started sooner now.
I have been improving my appearance so well literally just in the time span of a month… I’m so happy with myself…
Instinctively I’ve never been able to imagine or comprehend the thought of good changes being able to happen even if the slightest effort is put in… idk why.
Now, im not just talking about physical changes, mentally it has changed me completely. I finally feel happy if I get schoolwork done, I literally feel like I wanna go home and study, this has always been such a crazy concept to me since ive NEVER enjoyed school.
shitpost ik, but i js wanted to show my experience with actually putting in effort for once and not living in the curse of always wanting to ldar.
(adderall mightve been put into my routine
)
For the past month Ive wanted to “release” myself from this utter curse of loving to ldar, I sat with my mind and asked myself (this was while i was ldaring ofc), “If i put in effort, obviously good changes WILL happen… its just water right?” So i decided to do atleast try progressively to improve.
I fucking wish i started sooner now.
I have been improving my appearance so well literally just in the time span of a month… I’m so happy with myself…
Instinctively I’ve never been able to imagine or comprehend the thought of good changes being able to happen even if the slightest effort is put in… idk why.
Now, im not just talking about physical changes, mentally it has changed me completely. I finally feel happy if I get schoolwork done, I literally feel like I wanna go home and study, this has always been such a crazy concept to me since ive NEVER enjoyed school.
shitpost ik, but i js wanted to show my experience with actually putting in effort for once and not living in the curse of always wanting to ldar.
(adderall mightve been put into my routine
)
