RealNinja
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Age 15: Subhuman
Stats: 5’11, 260-270lbs
- In retrospect, one of the most blackpilling parts of ascending is watching your own family treat you differently. Of course you don’t expect unconditional support from strangers, friends and acquaintances but your parents and siblings are supposed to love you and have your back no matter what you look like.
- At this looks level my life sucked so much I was suicidal, depressed and using drugs to cope. Instead of getting me help, my parents punished me.
- My siblings did not want to spend much time with me and did not enjoy having me around. They seemed easily annoyed by me.
- At this looks level you are often used as entertainment for others, always jestering or ending up as the butt of a joke. People always seem to end up laughing at you, not with you.
- If I wasn’t getting laughed at I was mostly invisible. People either ignore you or treat you with bare minimum politeness and thinly veiled disgust.
- Other guys did not respect me or take me seriously. Girls were obviously disgusted by me and avoided contact as much as possible.
- My parents and teachers harshly criticized any mistakes I made.
- Peers did not want to interact with me outside of school. Any attempt on my end to initiate hangouts ended up in people flaking on me and not showing up.
- In group social dynamics you get excluded and never seem integrate or fit in with the group.
- Conversations with others are awkward and boring, people don’t care about you or your life and make no effort to extend interactions.
Age 18: HTN-Chadlite
Stats: 6’1, 180-185lbs
- Parents are far more tolerant of mistakes and fuck ups. Willing to give me money if I ask for it, or randomly even if I don’t ask.
- Siblings stay in contact with me and want to spend time together.
- People are quick to include me and integrate me into group dynamics.
- Other men either hate me for no reason or act overly friendly/deferential. Guys you don’t really know being too eager to dap you up, getting called “sir,” making random offhanded comments about my physique or bone structure.
- Conversations are engaging and other people are genuinely curious about you.
- Women are comfortable with physical contact, they’ll touch you in conversation or stand too close in elevators or when speaking with you.
- Women and people in general are always looking and staring, doing double takes, glancing.
- You start dealing with jealousy between girls.
- Service workers are very polite and helpful and often go the extra mile to help you out.
- I occasionally get free stuff from stores and restaurants, or more often, cashiers will discount something I’m buying for no reason. I paid $10 for the dress shirt I’m wearing in the second photo. People hold doors/elevators for you.
- Your jokes land and get reactions from other people, especially women.
- Women you know vaguely or go to your college follow you on Instagram out of the blue.
- Friends initiate hangouts and invite you to things they’re doing.
- People, especially women, tend to get nervous in your presence. Girls start dropping their spaghetti and blurting out awkward comments.
- People make small talk in public or let you go first in line.
Stats: 5’11, 260-270lbs
- In retrospect, one of the most blackpilling parts of ascending is watching your own family treat you differently. Of course you don’t expect unconditional support from strangers, friends and acquaintances but your parents and siblings are supposed to love you and have your back no matter what you look like.
- At this looks level my life sucked so much I was suicidal, depressed and using drugs to cope. Instead of getting me help, my parents punished me.
- My siblings did not want to spend much time with me and did not enjoy having me around. They seemed easily annoyed by me.
- At this looks level you are often used as entertainment for others, always jestering or ending up as the butt of a joke. People always seem to end up laughing at you, not with you.
- If I wasn’t getting laughed at I was mostly invisible. People either ignore you or treat you with bare minimum politeness and thinly veiled disgust.
- Other guys did not respect me or take me seriously. Girls were obviously disgusted by me and avoided contact as much as possible.
- My parents and teachers harshly criticized any mistakes I made.
- Peers did not want to interact with me outside of school. Any attempt on my end to initiate hangouts ended up in people flaking on me and not showing up.
- In group social dynamics you get excluded and never seem integrate or fit in with the group.
- Conversations with others are awkward and boring, people don’t care about you or your life and make no effort to extend interactions.
Age 18: HTN-Chadlite
Stats: 6’1, 180-185lbs
- Parents are far more tolerant of mistakes and fuck ups. Willing to give me money if I ask for it, or randomly even if I don’t ask.
- Siblings stay in contact with me and want to spend time together.
- People are quick to include me and integrate me into group dynamics.
- Other men either hate me for no reason or act overly friendly/deferential. Guys you don’t really know being too eager to dap you up, getting called “sir,” making random offhanded comments about my physique or bone structure.
- Conversations are engaging and other people are genuinely curious about you.
- Women are comfortable with physical contact, they’ll touch you in conversation or stand too close in elevators or when speaking with you.
- Women and people in general are always looking and staring, doing double takes, glancing.
- You start dealing with jealousy between girls.
- Service workers are very polite and helpful and often go the extra mile to help you out.
- I occasionally get free stuff from stores and restaurants, or more often, cashiers will discount something I’m buying for no reason. I paid $10 for the dress shirt I’m wearing in the second photo. People hold doors/elevators for you.
- Your jokes land and get reactions from other people, especially women.
- Women you know vaguely or go to your college follow you on Instagram out of the blue.
- Friends initiate hangouts and invite you to things they’re doing.
- People, especially women, tend to get nervous in your presence. Girls start dropping their spaghetti and blurting out awkward comments.
- People make small talk in public or let you go first in line.
