qKeez
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Dnr if you want, ive none to talk so i wanted to feel good venting.
Context:
Two months ago, I'd been in foster care for a year. I went back to my parents' house a month ago. My mother has psychiatric problems and is bedridden 24/7. My father comes to my house every two weeks Because of my mother, who isn't mentally well and gets angry easily but not in a normal way
This whole year I spent in foster care was complete shit They served me goyslop every fucking day. I starved myself to avoid eating that shit, and then sometimes I was forced to eat that fucking shit. It impacted my growth And it didn't even help me reduce my body fat, which is between 15 and 20%. I've been looksmaxing all this year I was hoping to find a girl, which worked, but I'm a social outcast And I rejected four of them like an idiot, ignoring them because I thought she'd find me too weird, but then, checking their social media, I realized they were too much in these stupid norms I could have had m'y jbf who was cute and less in the normsbut like an idiot I did nothing and ignored her i dont fucking know why I finished my year of school as a miserable khhv volcel
Since I came back a month ago, I've been trying to lose body fat to look better for the start of the school year and maybe find love, i do use snus to cut m'y appetite but m'y dad who comes every 2,3weaks or more came in m'y room and discovered these bruh, m'y big brother is literraly m'y hope, He bought me Aqualyx this year and he's paying for my gym membership, even if he doesnt live at home he's really the best, looks like i live alone since m'y mol is bedridden everyday and i hate her so much, She doesn't cook for me, she doesn't clean, she does nothing. I feel like an orphan Im still not a submissive man with mommy issues but i just wanna be loved, ive never felt if damn.
Context:
Two months ago, I'd been in foster care for a year. I went back to my parents' house a month ago. My mother has psychiatric problems and is bedridden 24/7. My father comes to my house every two weeks Because of my mother, who isn't mentally well and gets angry easily but not in a normal way
This whole year I spent in foster care was complete shit They served me goyslop every fucking day. I starved myself to avoid eating that shit, and then sometimes I was forced to eat that fucking shit. It impacted my growth And it didn't even help me reduce my body fat, which is between 15 and 20%. I've been looksmaxing all this year I was hoping to find a girl, which worked, but I'm a social outcast And I rejected four of them like an idiot, ignoring them because I thought she'd find me too weird, but then, checking their social media, I realized they were too much in these stupid norms I could have had m'y jbf who was cute and less in the normsbut like an idiot I did nothing and ignored her i dont fucking know why I finished my year of school as a miserable khhv volcel
Since I came back a month ago, I've been trying to lose body fat to look better for the start of the school year and maybe find love, i do use snus to cut m'y appetite but m'y dad who comes every 2,3weaks or more came in m'y room and discovered these bruh, m'y big brother is literraly m'y hope, He bought me Aqualyx this year and he's paying for my gym membership, even if he doesnt live at home he's really the best, looks like i live alone since m'y mol is bedridden everyday and i hate her so much, She doesn't cook for me, she doesn't clean, she does nothing. I feel like an orphan Im still not a submissive man with mommy issues but i just wanna be loved, ive never felt if damn.
