Life is basically over but I’m ascending

[iitsnik]

My life for the past few months have consisted of multiple trips to the ER because people have found me after overdosing. If I continue living with these same habits, I won’t live a long life, but truthfully that is the best possible outcome for me.

I’ve gotten asked how I had a glowup like the one I did, but I don’t even lift anymore, I sleep until 2pm, and earn barely any money because everything I do is for people online and income that way is never a steady flow.

I’ve lost 14lbs this year so far, pretty much lost all of my gym progress, my mom keeps commenting that i look skinny.

I actually feel pretty confident which is super unusual for me. I’m far from being NT but I’ve come to terms with it, and I don’t care if it’s coping, I’m done putting on any facade for people at this point.

I’m actually envious of my younger brother, though. He just turned 18, he has tens of thousands of dollars saved up, a loyal gf, good grades, tall, and really attractive. He graduates in two months, and already has a college picked out. I’m happy for him, he works hard and deserves a good life, but I’d be lying if I said I don’t get jealous of him from time to time.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Nigga's Rudolph

 

[AppealGod123]

My life for the past few months have consisted of multiple trips to the ER because people have found me after overdosing. If I continue living with these same habits, I won’t live a long life, but truthfully that is the best possible outcome for me.

I’ve gotten asked how I had a glowup like the one I did, but I don’t even lift anymore, I sleep until 2pm, and earn barely any money because everything I do is for people online and income that way is never a steady flow.

I’ve lost 14lbs this year so far, pretty much lost all of my gym progress, my mom keeps commenting that i look skinny.

I actually feel pretty confident which is super unusual for me. I’m far from being NT but I’ve come to terms with it, and I don’t care if it’s coping, I’m done putting on any facade for people at this point.

I’m actually envious of my younger brother, though. He just turned 18, he has tens of thousands of dollars saved up, a loyal gf, good grades, tall, and really attractive. He graduates in two months, and already has a college picked out. I’m happy for him, he works hard and deserves a good life, but I’d be lying if I said I don’t get jealous of him from time to time.

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mirin effort, envy wont get you anywhere tho

 

[ZenithZXV]

mogs a lot of streetshitters typing racebait threads with their brown hands

 

[chudtotyrone]

Nvm