Peachy
in a void of omnipresent Chaos
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It took me about 22 years to get over the fact that life is boring. I was living a false dream where I somehow made myself think that this is great. After trying meth, I realized that every single thing that is boring about life suddenly disappears and everything is fun and entertaining. Now being sober is even more boring than what it was before because I know that there's away to alleviate it. I can easily stay off of it, but man this boredom sucks... I only use twice a month because of responsibilities and fucked up sleep that takes over a week to get back.
I even got my gf involved in this and now my definition of "having fun" is correlated with being high on meth. When we take a week off, things are so goddamn boring, but they were not prior to having tried meth. I think I ruined my relationship as well with it...
I even got my gf involved in this and now my definition of "having fun" is correlated with being high on meth. When we take a week off, things are so goddamn boring, but they were not prior to having tried meth. I think I ruined my relationship as well with it...