GenerationalAutism
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It’s really good when you wake up and try real hard every day, every single fucking day you wake up trying to “make it”, trying to improve your looks, generate income, studying in college, to be happy and in return you’re happy as fuck, you see all your “friends” getting all the huzz, you get included, you end up embraced by a wide social circle
fvolkek has money so he travels all around the world but he does all of that with friends, and he can’t with just one single group, he always makes new friends wherever he goes. People don’t even want to use him for my money. it’s really great
He does pull every now and then (he wears lifts, makeup, all “frauding” stuff, which does work) but they always end wanting a serious relationship because his personality is also fantastic, and his real self leaks out.
He tried being authentic, he got girls. He tried a façade and it’s marginally worse and never really works. He tried everything and realised he just has to bee himself. he's not an insecure teenager anymore, he's a grown adult (20yrs)
People shouldn’t need to audit every single thing they say or do to be like “see! this is what’s wrong with you”. And then deconstruct their whole mechanisms of navigating social life. No, they just go along with the flow (mostly) and they end up with friends and eventually a wife.
He ended up with a constant state and feeling in my mind that really feels joyous. He doesn’t know how to describe it. But it’s really good. A lifetime of acceptance really takes a toll on you. You can’t help but wonder what’s so good about yourself that everyone fawns over you.
His cope is “you’re already rich, and then when you reach the workforce you’ll generate even more wealth because you’re preparing yourself for that, and then everyone will hate you because you’ll have money, so you’ll be excluded from society and you’ll be ultimately miserable”. But what if he doesn’t make it economically? If he actually fails at work. The stakes are really high. He may never be a lonely stone-cold incel.
His only real friend (who he sees often, and do plans with, he has many others) is a schizophrenic guy who was “banished from the tribe”, so to speak, because he literally stabbed a classmate of theirs. What does he mean by “real”? The other ones are supposed to be friends but his only interactions with them is them sending him IG reels, or some transactional college stuff. He don’t really see them because he's trying to be mysterious. And his only friend is his friend because the rest of the gang left him out, and he has too warm a heart to leave him alone. So what does that say about him? He's so caring that he looks out even for someone who attempted to murder someone. It’s kind.
Notwithstanding his sexual deviances that he attributes to sex addoction. He ended up with humiliation fetishes and masochism and a porn addiction frankly. He couldn’t help himself. He hasn't told anyone other than his therapist, me, and all the women he makes eat his shit out of the toilet. Sick fuck.
His day to day is going to college (solo), working (solo), and then gym (solo) and slaying hoez to sleep to fill the void. Then weekends he hangs out with the other guy. That’s his life. And it’s bearing fruits. And he's patient.
If things don’t take a turn for the worse, he will obviously settle down and start a family, because he's putting all hopes in that I’ll be successful.
fvolkek has money so he travels all around the world but he does all of that with friends, and he can’t with just one single group, he always makes new friends wherever he goes. People don’t even want to use him for my money. it’s really great
He does pull every now and then (he wears lifts, makeup, all “frauding” stuff, which does work) but they always end wanting a serious relationship because his personality is also fantastic, and his real self leaks out.
He tried being authentic, he got girls. He tried a façade and it’s marginally worse and never really works. He tried everything and realised he just has to bee himself. he's not an insecure teenager anymore, he's a grown adult (20yrs)
People shouldn’t need to audit every single thing they say or do to be like “see! this is what’s wrong with you”. And then deconstruct their whole mechanisms of navigating social life. No, they just go along with the flow (mostly) and they end up with friends and eventually a wife.
He ended up with a constant state and feeling in my mind that really feels joyous. He doesn’t know how to describe it. But it’s really good. A lifetime of acceptance really takes a toll on you. You can’t help but wonder what’s so good about yourself that everyone fawns over you.
His cope is “you’re already rich, and then when you reach the workforce you’ll generate even more wealth because you’re preparing yourself for that, and then everyone will hate you because you’ll have money, so you’ll be excluded from society and you’ll be ultimately miserable”. But what if he doesn’t make it economically? If he actually fails at work. The stakes are really high. He may never be a lonely stone-cold incel.
His only real friend (who he sees often, and do plans with, he has many others) is a schizophrenic guy who was “banished from the tribe”, so to speak, because he literally stabbed a classmate of theirs. What does he mean by “real”? The other ones are supposed to be friends but his only interactions with them is them sending him IG reels, or some transactional college stuff. He don’t really see them because he's trying to be mysterious. And his only friend is his friend because the rest of the gang left him out, and he has too warm a heart to leave him alone. So what does that say about him? He's so caring that he looks out even for someone who attempted to murder someone. It’s kind.
Notwithstanding his sexual deviances that he attributes to sex addoction. He ended up with humiliation fetishes and masochism and a porn addiction frankly. He couldn’t help himself. He hasn't told anyone other than his therapist, me, and all the women he makes eat his shit out of the toilet. Sick fuck.
His day to day is going to college (solo), working (solo), and then gym (solo) and slaying hoez to sleep to fill the void. Then weekends he hangs out with the other guy. That’s his life. And it’s bearing fruits. And he's patient.
If things don’t take a turn for the worse, he will obviously settle down and start a family, because he's putting all hopes in that I’ll be successful.
