Life is hell in the bottom 10% :my experience as a 5’2 sub5 ethnic 15 year old

[SubhumanFoidHater]

For any normies wondering how life is right at the bottom of the genetic pool of luck. Let me fill you in on how my life has been. I did not receive any attention reciprocated or initiated from any female ever except for that one girl who I have already posted about and amounted to nothing anyway. I am a KHHV still. I am overlooked by all other boys and picked on constantly. I have always been very popular in school until about a few months ago where I lost it all. But during this period I was still overlooked and ignored by females and was just jestering for school status. Whenever I’m out on the street and I walk past a group of teen girls, I am laughed at or asked a sarcastic question every single time, it gets annoying. I find it hard to lose weight due to my small stature which doesn’t help. Because of my lack of female attention my whole life, my first failed talking stage caused me to develop a permanent oneitis for a girl who will never come back. I have been severely depressed and felt empty my entire life. I am completely isolated and alone because my friends do not contact me. I have been smoking weed every single day to cope with this recently but whenever I don’t on a night such as tonight, my thoughts hit me like a train wreck. I was severely suicidal until my first attempt failed and I decided to give life another chance.

 

[Surfsup]

I dnrd but I'll read later just for u

 

[got.daim]

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[AryanSchizo]

Oh well nigg

 

[johnthy]

I relate to you but im 5’11 and slightly good looking

Doesn’t sound that bad until you’ve been blocked over 10 times on girls that added me bc of my looks AND HEIGHT

average height in my city for teenagers is like 6’2 it just ruined my potential I swear if I lived somewhere else I could be the most popular kid

But instead girls laugh when they see me

 

[johnthy]

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[SubhumanFoidHater]

I relate to you but im 5’11 and slightly good looking

Doesn’t sound that bad until you’ve been blocked over 10 times on girls that added me bc of my looks AND HEIGHT

average height in my city for teenagers is like 6’2 it just ruined my potential I swear if I lived somewhere else I could be the most popular kid

But instead girls laugh when they see me

Nga I would do anything to be you

 

[revelations214]

For any normies wondering how life is right at the bottom of the genetic pool of luck. Let me fill you in on how my life has been. I did not receive any attention reciprocated or initiated from any female ever except for that one girl who I have already posted about and amounted to nothing anyway. I am a KHHV still. I am overlooked by all other boys and picked on constantly. I have always been very popular in school until about a few months ago where I lost it all. But during this period I was still overlooked and ignored by females and was just jestering for school status. Whenever I’m out on the street and I walk past a group of teen girls, I am laughed at or asked a sarcastic question every single time, it gets annoying. I find it hard to lose weight due to my small stature which doesn’t help. Because of my lack of female attention my whole life, my first failed talking stage caused me to develop a permanent oneitis for a girl who will never come back. I have been severely depressed and felt empty my entire life. I am completely isolated and alone because my friends do not contact me. I have been smoking weed every single day to cope with this recently but whenever I don’t on a night such as tonight, my thoughts hit me like a train wreck. I was severely suicidal until my first attempt failed and I decided to give life another chance.

hope u can get over this man

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

hope u can get over this man

Yeah me too, I tried to not get high tonight and see how I feel sober but I haven’t recovered yet. Idk how normies do this with a girl multiple times. I had a 3 month talking stage 2 weeks of knowing we liked each other and I still remember every detail about her. Hopefully one day I have it in my heart hate her for what she did but right now I can’t.

 

[Corruptt]

eat raw meat liver drink raw blood and milk and you will grow easily you're kid chill

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

eat raw meat liver drink raw blood and milk and you will grow easily you're kid chill

They’re calling it the greyest iqlet post of all time

 

[Arhcie]

hey bro similar situation 19, college 5 7 ethnic. Probably ltn maybe sub 5 lol. I got lucky last year of HS i made some very nice friends. So when im home I can chill with them but going to college has made me none. I sympathize with you life sucks at the bottom.

But bro keep trying to ascend dont stop bro your 15 maybe you can push out some height. I was 5 3 at 15 and had a small growth spurt at around 15-16. Good luck on life man and quit doing weed that shit aint it fix your habits. Find your copes mine is gym, movies and video games they keep my mind off things.

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

hey bro similar situation 19, college 5 7 ethnic. Probably ltn maybe sub 5 lol. I got lucky last year of HS i made some very nice friends. So when im home I can chill with them but going to college has made me none. I sympathize with you life sucks at the bottom.

But bro keep trying to ascend dont stop bro your 15 maybe you can push out some height. I was 5 3 at 15 and had a small growth spurt at around 15-16. Good luck on life man and quit doing weed that shit aint it fix your habits. Find your copes mine is gym, movies and video games they keep my mind off things.

I do all those same copes but if I don’t smoke at night, I end up like I am rn sober, posting all my thoughts and being constanltly depressed.

 

[Arhcie]

Your going to have to face those thoughts dude. Sounds corny but you have to face them and accept them. Ive accepted ill probably be a khhv for life. its caused problems in my life, ive taken my anger out on my family and to myself for my existence but at some point I accepted the fact hat I didnt roll a 6 on the dice. Im a 2 and that okay. My goal right now is make some good money in life enjoy traveling, help the poor, and simply enjoy my existence.

At the end of the day bro your 15. Your in a rough patch rn, but your young and have a future espcially if your not from a third world country or in absolutely poverty rn. stop smoking get some sun and get off this fucking cancer forum if you cant handle reality.

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

Your going to have to face those thoughts dude. Sounds corny but you have to face them and accept them. Ive accepted ill probably be a khhv for life. its caused problems in my life, ive taken my anger out on my family and to myself for my existence but at some point I accepted the fact hat I didnt roll a 6 on the dice. Im a 2 and that okay. My goal right now is make some good money in life enjoy traveling, help the poor, and simply enjoy my existence.

At the end of the day bro your 15. Your in a rough patch rn, but your young and have a future espcially if your not from a third world country or in absolutely poverty rn. stop smoking get some sun and get off this fucking cancer forum if you cant handle reality.

I accepted that ages ago. She gave me false hope and then left me with worse depression than when I had zero hope. I think it might be my neurodivergence that’s fucking with me, somehow Im more attached to her a month after she left. And I will quit smoking eventually but it’s better than feeling down all the time.